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Post by bomb on Aug 25, 2010 11:12:18 GMT -5
it is possible. what about your family members, do they show any traits?
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Post by hatty on Aug 27, 2010 6:31:50 GMT -5
thats the same with me tbh, dammit wish there was like a medical test for it or something to tell for sure -.-
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Post by bomb on Aug 27, 2010 22:46:28 GMT -5
unfortunately there isnt but it is a very significant sign if any family members show traits similar. for example anyone who excessively wears sunglasses or rants about spending too much time in the sun, and constantly gets migraines. soemone who after spending an extended period of time alone, is tired. soemone who is your with too long you feel drained.
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Post by dazzlekitty on Aug 28, 2010 23:01:38 GMT -5
Well one of my brothers shows all the traits I have and that's it in all my family
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Post by bomb on Aug 29, 2010 19:42:46 GMT -5
hmm
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Post by dazzlekitty on Aug 30, 2010 16:47:59 GMT -5
How long does it take to awaken fully?
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Post by bomb on Aug 30, 2010 23:34:33 GMT -5
there really isnt a set period, some people can take a week, some might take years, and some may never fully awaken without ever realizing theyre a vampire. we call these people unintentionals.
with an unintentional they dont know their being and so unintentionaly drain people around them, thus the name. this may seem like a benefit, but its actually not, because the person cant control how much energy they drain. extended draining on other people can cause damage to their core. this may cause either a temporary vampirism, where they need to drain on others to get their energy back, or an overall loss of energy. this will result in a person feeling drained at all times. the problem with unintentionals is they might never know that their actually draining and damaging the people they love around them.
of course the more you know and understand about vampires the faster you should awaken. the most important part is to understand on a spiritual level that you are different from everyone, while also being the same as them. think of it this way;
there is white people black people chinese people, etc. vampires make up another subspecies of the human race. but the thing is it is made up of all the other subcultures and species. so technically we are all brothers and sisters while never being fully related.
i dont expect you to understand what i just said anytime soon.
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Post by dazzlekitty on Sept 2, 2010 8:13:42 GMT -5
Actually I do think I understand. Thanks for explaining
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Post by bomb on Sept 2, 2010 12:03:55 GMT -5
there is a couple signs that let you know your awakening may have passed.
you would look for a dulling of the senses and then some time later, they would return to you, except heightened. sometimes i have heard of people developing night insomnia. of course ive had insomnia since i was about 8 years old, so ie ben using a sleeping aid since then. another sign is lucid dreaming and visions. what these visions would be about i dont know, but they will happen at infrequent periods. and only while you sleep.
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Post by dazzlekitty on Sept 2, 2010 22:16:18 GMT -5
Hmm yeah yeah I always have weird dreams. They usually tell the future. For example, a few days ago before the first day of school I had a dream that a guy named Tyler aarts moved into the house beside me. The next day I saw him at school. He didn't move beside me but he moved like a block away. Pretty much every night I have dreams like that
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Post by bomb on Sept 3, 2010 0:35:54 GMT -5
i have a story to tell... although its all true.
a few months ago i gave up my administrative priveleges, because i found myself slipping away from reality. yes i was going crazy from all the pressure of teaching.
my mother was attending a paranormal convention for ghosts and investigators, so i decided to tag along. it was there i met a friendly old lady named pat bensinger. as soon as i saw her i could just sense that she was different. i walked over to her table and she asked if i wanted a reading. i replied with a yes. at this point i was nervous and uncertain what i was getting into.
she took ym hands and a moment later asked me to calm down and relax. she knew i was nervous. so i took a couple of deep breaths and lossened my muscles. her hands wre very warm... very soft to the touch... the hands of someone.... different. i could feel hr sifting through thousands of memories, some of them from my past lives. some of them from this ife. some memories i would not even remember. some memories that i have had from dreams. some from the future. this lady had the ability to see the dead. or any spirit for that matter.
she told me that she was communicating wuith my not one, but two spirit guides. a man and woman.
their names are George and Laura she began relaying a fabulous story about how i was a famous marksman in the year 1062, a famous hunter.
then she got to more... concerning things.
my spirit guides said to her flat out they would not reveal the future to me, because they value free will too greatly. they said to pay attention to my dreams. they said to stop worrying about it, and everything will be fine. thewy also said something about me. i still dont understand this.
"that which you think makes yourself weak, actually makes you strong. nourish it."
i cant think of anything like that about me. the psychic also told me i have a green aura, a natural gardener and healer. that explains my slightly enhanced immune system.
the one thing that bothers me the msot though.... they said they valure free will oover anything... so they would'nt tell me the future... does that mean something great or terrible will happen? something that if i knew, i would try to change? ill never know until it happens. and recently ive beeen feeling an impending sense of ddom. like the walls of death are closing around me.
but the thing is, i cant remember any dreams until i am close to waking... my sleep aid slowass blood flow to my brain, which naturally causes slurring of memory... when i close my eyes and sleep its just an endless black void of darkness and silence.... thats all i can remember. but i can feel that ive been dreaming... because it seems so real....
this is the story behind my new signature. because when i prayed to god for years... nothing happened. i just felt alone, forsaken, cursed. angry at god i turned to satan. i prayed and prayed, seeking vengeance on god. satan introduced me to an old demon... i was partly possessed at the time of my psychic meeting. much longer and i would have become... violent. so i left satan behind. the demon with it. i prayed for myself, for George, for Laura. they help me. they are my salvation. and for that, i am grateful.
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Post by dazzlekitty on Sept 3, 2010 15:30:17 GMT -5
Wow. That's really inspiring. Thaank you for Sharing that. My dreams are really vivid though. But not everyo e is the same. How do you know when you are fully awakened
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Post by hatty on Sept 5, 2010 16:27:06 GMT -5
thats a really interesting story bomb, in my opinion I think that when they said that they believed in free will, perhaps they were refering to the butterfly effect? like what you choose changes what happens, perhaps you will need to make a choice at some point? anyway thats just a suggestion, hope things turn out well xxx
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Post by bomb on Sept 5, 2010 18:08:40 GMT -5
thank you for listening. im back from my short abscence.
unfortunately school starts in exactly 1 day so ill only be on more in the evening for the next 8 months.
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Post by dazzlekitty on Sept 6, 2010 23:26:29 GMT -5
Okay. How do you know when you have fully awakened?
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