Post by jenny on Oct 21, 2012 14:44:24 GMT -5
Hello.
Ever since i was a little girl i have been interested in vampires, and such. ( not like twilight and that kind, i think twilight is stupid )
and well, yeah. im a little bad in english, so forgive me if i sound stupid, and are bad at explaining. well, when i was, hmm. maby 8 years old, i looked at the 'spotlight' like, its this kinda lamp wich is on the roof, well, i looked at it while i was laying on the sofa, and i wondered, what if a centipede falled down from there. and almost right after it did. even tough i almost know it would, i was in shock. how the hell could a centipede fall down from there? like, wtf. and a few years ago i was thinking that my friend would get hurt, in a way that she really gonna feel pain, im too lazy to explain the situation, but she did get hurt. she broke her fingers that day. and i have always been a relaxed person, and well, you could tell that i am sensing things, smell, things before it happends, and sounds really good. and also my canines are really sharp, but not that long compared to my other thoots, and ive been craving blood, really really bad, i can feel blood taste in my mouth. and almost a week ago i was laying in my bed, and suddenly i couldnt move, and whole the room was blood red, and my heart was pounding so much i tough i was going to get a heart attack, and i decided to just jump off the bed, and so i did, and when i looked in the mirror, i was bleeding a little from one of my canine, like where the gum in my mouth is. i felt that i needed blood so much today that i cutted my wrist over and over, and sucked it so hard, i almost felt high. i couldnt stop smiling, and i loved the taste. when i stopped bleeding i just cutted again, again, and again, it wasnt enough blood. but i dont know. i probably sound really stupid, lol. and also, i have always been a night-person, i have had so many nights where ive been awake, and couldnt sleep even tough i felt like i was going to die from boredom. and then just a few hours before school, when it is light outside i feel really tired, and now it has been getting worse, i feel like i HAVE to sleep during daytime, i even have to just say that im sick so that i can get sleep now. and i dont know.. could i be a vampire, or awakening, or whatever? pleas answear me, and if you have more questions!
oh, and also, when i see others bleed, i used to feel strange. i dont know why. but now i just see blood as something i NEED.
and i can also sense when people are near me even tough i dont see them, like if im on my computer, and someone is walking towards my room, i can sense they are doing that.
and also, last summer, a guy who i dont know just walked towards me, i looked at him and tough, hmm, is he going to do something?, and out of the blue he grabbed me and was trying to push me in the swimming pool, he was alot taller than me, and older than me, and i could see that he is supposed to be alot stronge rthan me too, but he could get me there, i was like stuck to the ground, because i probably is that strong, and he was like, omg! how can you be that strong? and i was like, uuh... so yeah.. id ont know... just ask me questions if that can make you see if i have more, or have any 'symphtoms' or such like that.
Ever since i was a little girl i have been interested in vampires, and such. ( not like twilight and that kind, i think twilight is stupid )
and well, yeah. im a little bad in english, so forgive me if i sound stupid, and are bad at explaining. well, when i was, hmm. maby 8 years old, i looked at the 'spotlight' like, its this kinda lamp wich is on the roof, well, i looked at it while i was laying on the sofa, and i wondered, what if a centipede falled down from there. and almost right after it did. even tough i almost know it would, i was in shock. how the hell could a centipede fall down from there? like, wtf. and a few years ago i was thinking that my friend would get hurt, in a way that she really gonna feel pain, im too lazy to explain the situation, but she did get hurt. she broke her fingers that day. and i have always been a relaxed person, and well, you could tell that i am sensing things, smell, things before it happends, and sounds really good. and also my canines are really sharp, but not that long compared to my other thoots, and ive been craving blood, really really bad, i can feel blood taste in my mouth. and almost a week ago i was laying in my bed, and suddenly i couldnt move, and whole the room was blood red, and my heart was pounding so much i tough i was going to get a heart attack, and i decided to just jump off the bed, and so i did, and when i looked in the mirror, i was bleeding a little from one of my canine, like where the gum in my mouth is. i felt that i needed blood so much today that i cutted my wrist over and over, and sucked it so hard, i almost felt high. i couldnt stop smiling, and i loved the taste. when i stopped bleeding i just cutted again, again, and again, it wasnt enough blood. but i dont know. i probably sound really stupid, lol. and also, i have always been a night-person, i have had so many nights where ive been awake, and couldnt sleep even tough i felt like i was going to die from boredom. and then just a few hours before school, when it is light outside i feel really tired, and now it has been getting worse, i feel like i HAVE to sleep during daytime, i even have to just say that im sick so that i can get sleep now. and i dont know.. could i be a vampire, or awakening, or whatever? pleas answear me, and if you have more questions!
oh, and also, when i see others bleed, i used to feel strange. i dont know why. but now i just see blood as something i NEED.
and i can also sense when people are near me even tough i dont see them, like if im on my computer, and someone is walking towards my room, i can sense they are doing that.
and also, last summer, a guy who i dont know just walked towards me, i looked at him and tough, hmm, is he going to do something?, and out of the blue he grabbed me and was trying to push me in the swimming pool, he was alot taller than me, and older than me, and i could see that he is supposed to be alot stronge rthan me too, but he could get me there, i was like stuck to the ground, because i probably is that strong, and he was like, omg! how can you be that strong? and i was like, uuh... so yeah.. id ont know... just ask me questions if that can make you see if i have more, or have any 'symphtoms' or such like that.