Post by boo7794 on Nov 6, 2012 3:39:48 GMT -5
Recently I have found information on real vampires and after doing some research... a lot actually...I believe that I may be one. I'm 18 years old and I have found that when I looked at lists of signs and "symptoms" as many have called them...I have most if not all of them. I'm not sure what to think of all of this, it really confuses me and to be quite honest scares me to death but I'm hoping someone here could possibly give me a second opinion please?
If I am indeed going through an awakening I believe it started over the summer of last year when I became very ill. I went to the doctor and they ran tests upon tests and found nothing to be wrong. Eventually my doctor ruled it to be mono for lack of a better thing to diagnose me with. I have realized after doing research that right after that is when I feel I have started showing signs.
Here is a list of what has been going on:
-my eyes have been very sensitive to light recently...to the points where I get migraines. I have to wear sunglasses all the time even when it is cloudy and raining.
-I am very energized and I can't sleep at night and I am always tired during the day which never used to happen to me. I can't fall asleep until at least 2 am if not later.
-I feel very weak and I get random body aches (i've been to the doc and they say there is nothing wrong)
-I seem to always be exhausted (again doc says no underlying reason), but when i am with a group of people I seem to become energized but only for a short time
-I have always been rather empathetic but more so recently, I actually feel people's emotions... and I know they aren't mine
-I have felt very empty lately, like I have no place or purpose almost. I have seen psychologists and they can't figure out why. one even told me I'm very interesting because i can't be figured out
-I have been having rapid mood swings
-I have a constant thirst that I can never get rid of, and I am always eating because I can never find anything that really satisfies me or keeps me full.
-I feel like I am in a constant daze and I am unable to focus, and I get dizzy a lot
-My sense have been heightened recently...i can hear things my friends can't smell things they can't etc.
I'm sorry it's quite the novel. I'm a little scared and really confused and I could really use some outside thoughts and advice on what is going on. If you have any questions please let me know! Thank you!
If I am indeed going through an awakening I believe it started over the summer of last year when I became very ill. I went to the doctor and they ran tests upon tests and found nothing to be wrong. Eventually my doctor ruled it to be mono for lack of a better thing to diagnose me with. I have realized after doing research that right after that is when I feel I have started showing signs.
Here is a list of what has been going on:
-my eyes have been very sensitive to light recently...to the points where I get migraines. I have to wear sunglasses all the time even when it is cloudy and raining.
-I am very energized and I can't sleep at night and I am always tired during the day which never used to happen to me. I can't fall asleep until at least 2 am if not later.
-I feel very weak and I get random body aches (i've been to the doc and they say there is nothing wrong)
-I seem to always be exhausted (again doc says no underlying reason), but when i am with a group of people I seem to become energized but only for a short time
-I have always been rather empathetic but more so recently, I actually feel people's emotions... and I know they aren't mine
-I have felt very empty lately, like I have no place or purpose almost. I have seen psychologists and they can't figure out why. one even told me I'm very interesting because i can't be figured out
-I have been having rapid mood swings
-I have a constant thirst that I can never get rid of, and I am always eating because I can never find anything that really satisfies me or keeps me full.
-I feel like I am in a constant daze and I am unable to focus, and I get dizzy a lot
-My sense have been heightened recently...i can hear things my friends can't smell things they can't etc.
I'm sorry it's quite the novel. I'm a little scared and really confused and I could really use some outside thoughts and advice on what is going on. If you have any questions please let me know! Thank you!