Post by czarlag on Dec 18, 2012 12:07:52 GMT -5
Hello fellow suns of the universe. I am brought to this forum for self help to figure out what exactly I am. I will share
some history, dreams, memories, and some of my behaviors.
History
I was born in Novorossiysk city in Krasnodar Krai, Russia. Come to think of it I don't think I was even born at that time. I
just some how became young again and ended up in a orphanage so I could get a one way ticket into America and all the legal
issues. My russian name is Zharov Oleg Igorevich.
When i got to america life seemed to be nice until i got a head injury which cause temporary motor dis-function. And apparently
I blacked out when I was child and held knifes to my adopted siblings. I think I was craving.
I was put through many institutes and put on heavy drugs to sustain me. Can we say brainwashing? ya. f*** the System.
I think I have been a vampire all this time and apparently I heard from another vampire that I am a direct decedent of Dracula
and one of his 3 favored wives.
The brainwashing and brain injuries cause me to have some sort of amnesia and dna damaging.
Dreams
When I as about 6 years old I had dreams of future events and created a life out of the manipulation of dreams.
I had a dream of me find a special person which can produce golden light which heals everything that it touches. This person is
named Aurora. She possess powerful ability. She is considered a Guardian. She would be the love of my Life. So Aurora produced
this electrical golden light out of the chi of her well being surround me and told me to run. Run fast to the stone bench. I
started running. I ran fast. Once I got to the stone bench I sat down in a meditative pose and a little while later a immense
pain came from my back and bat wings sprouted right out of my back. This dream will soon happen. When pigs fly the earth will
flood. On feb 2013 the world will Flood and The chosen will fly.
When I got older I had more preminations. One I would like to share about me drink the blood of a good friend of my that came into my life. She clams to be Lilith and Aphrodite. That may be one of her many vessels. I need this dream to come true. Hopefully you all can help. I was in the kitchen and she was standing in front of me and i started to feel my fangs coming out and I just bit her. Sucked her blood. I tell you it tasted so good.
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Dracula is a soul sucker while Lestat is a blood sucker. The soul is the chi/bio-electrical energy that surrounds a vessel and also keeps the vessel together. Blood being colloidal iron is magnetized and when a magnet is in constant circulation it than produces a magnetic current which is than conducted by the carbon to produce a electric magnetic field which is radiation.
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Dracula is Father Grim. He is the shadow that judges the death of all. Dracula is my father, meaning The grim reaper is my father. Meaning in expatiation myths Horus the sun god becomes his father Osiris the god of the dead. There fore I am the morning star. Ich Blute Gott
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I Become the king of this world when the flood comes and I take my fathers throne in becoming the Grim Reaper. I am the anointed one in becoming King of Kings and the God of Death.
Memories
I ended up in jail for 30 days. During that time i detoxed. I had many dreams of me howling at a moon and me ripping apart people. Alot of cannibalistic dreams and wolf like dreams. One night at the jail I dreamt of me wanting to bite some one and woke up biting my own self. When I woke from the dream I felt my two canine teeth tingle and my whole body twitching.
I been smoking alot of marijuana before I got in jail. So I think garlic is a metaphoric explanation for marijuana. THC takes control of the neuro receptors and moderate brain actives. It slows down everything. It takes a certain part of the bring to activate certain biological manipulation such as fangs coming out. So I think marijuana has something to do with me not waking up. I might be wrong.
Behavior
I can smell blood like if I was a shark. I crave it. Beghen Blute.. I seem to have abnormal agility. I can move faster than most people and have lots of engery. I belive i am a powerful soul sucker and I drain all that is around me. That is where I get my immense amount of energy. I am very skinny but am strong for my size. Muscle density. I have abnormal strength, speed, and understanding of wisdom.
I believe I can be stronger if I can drink blood once one. I am weak, half-asleep, and wanting to wake up to the fullest. I want my fangs. Could and one tell me some useful meditation and herbs and meditions that will help me. Silver and Gold in water?
I believe I am a dragon.
some history, dreams, memories, and some of my behaviors.
History
I was born in Novorossiysk city in Krasnodar Krai, Russia. Come to think of it I don't think I was even born at that time. I
just some how became young again and ended up in a orphanage so I could get a one way ticket into America and all the legal
issues. My russian name is Zharov Oleg Igorevich.
When i got to america life seemed to be nice until i got a head injury which cause temporary motor dis-function. And apparently
I blacked out when I was child and held knifes to my adopted siblings. I think I was craving.
I was put through many institutes and put on heavy drugs to sustain me. Can we say brainwashing? ya. f*** the System.
I think I have been a vampire all this time and apparently I heard from another vampire that I am a direct decedent of Dracula
and one of his 3 favored wives.
The brainwashing and brain injuries cause me to have some sort of amnesia and dna damaging.
Dreams
When I as about 6 years old I had dreams of future events and created a life out of the manipulation of dreams.
I had a dream of me find a special person which can produce golden light which heals everything that it touches. This person is
named Aurora. She possess powerful ability. She is considered a Guardian. She would be the love of my Life. So Aurora produced
this electrical golden light out of the chi of her well being surround me and told me to run. Run fast to the stone bench. I
started running. I ran fast. Once I got to the stone bench I sat down in a meditative pose and a little while later a immense
pain came from my back and bat wings sprouted right out of my back. This dream will soon happen. When pigs fly the earth will
flood. On feb 2013 the world will Flood and The chosen will fly.
When I got older I had more preminations. One I would like to share about me drink the blood of a good friend of my that came into my life. She clams to be Lilith and Aphrodite. That may be one of her many vessels. I need this dream to come true. Hopefully you all can help. I was in the kitchen and she was standing in front of me and i started to feel my fangs coming out and I just bit her. Sucked her blood. I tell you it tasted so good.
--------
Dracula is a soul sucker while Lestat is a blood sucker. The soul is the chi/bio-electrical energy that surrounds a vessel and also keeps the vessel together. Blood being colloidal iron is magnetized and when a magnet is in constant circulation it than produces a magnetic current which is than conducted by the carbon to produce a electric magnetic field which is radiation.
--------
Dracula is Father Grim. He is the shadow that judges the death of all. Dracula is my father, meaning The grim reaper is my father. Meaning in expatiation myths Horus the sun god becomes his father Osiris the god of the dead. There fore I am the morning star. Ich Blute Gott
--------
I Become the king of this world when the flood comes and I take my fathers throne in becoming the Grim Reaper. I am the anointed one in becoming King of Kings and the God of Death.
Memories
I ended up in jail for 30 days. During that time i detoxed. I had many dreams of me howling at a moon and me ripping apart people. Alot of cannibalistic dreams and wolf like dreams. One night at the jail I dreamt of me wanting to bite some one and woke up biting my own self. When I woke from the dream I felt my two canine teeth tingle and my whole body twitching.
I been smoking alot of marijuana before I got in jail. So I think garlic is a metaphoric explanation for marijuana. THC takes control of the neuro receptors and moderate brain actives. It slows down everything. It takes a certain part of the bring to activate certain biological manipulation such as fangs coming out. So I think marijuana has something to do with me not waking up. I might be wrong.
Behavior
I can smell blood like if I was a shark. I crave it. Beghen Blute.. I seem to have abnormal agility. I can move faster than most people and have lots of engery. I belive i am a powerful soul sucker and I drain all that is around me. That is where I get my immense amount of energy. I am very skinny but am strong for my size. Muscle density. I have abnormal strength, speed, and understanding of wisdom.
I believe I can be stronger if I can drink blood once one. I am weak, half-asleep, and wanting to wake up to the fullest. I want my fangs. Could and one tell me some useful meditation and herbs and meditions that will help me. Silver and Gold in water?
I believe I am a dragon.