Post by wakeupluciddreamer on Jan 10, 2013 2:06:44 GMT -5
__/.::Detecting Vampires::.\_______\______________________ I have an issue... I am VERY much sure I am awakening (I think I'm a hybrid(Sang and Psi)-is it possible?). Anyways, my REAL question is, how do I detect other vampires? Is it even possible? I think I've encountered a couple in my life as I was younger. Both of them were women, but I think they were Psi Vamps because I was strangely very strongly attracted to one of them (-I met them at different times). But as I followed this woman (I was just a 6 or 7-year old), I began to feel this writhing feeling in my stomach and felt this STRANGE sensation... It was like entering a cave in a mountain where you're FREAKING freezing, and I got chills up and down my spine and around my neck (I only get them from music (I LOVE music!) and felt this strange almost deep-dying feeling as she looked at me as though she knew I was there the whole time. The second story was when I went into a craft store (-the first story was at Disneyland, lol) and this woman was there, and just as I was about to leave (my mother and I had just bought some crafts), the woman immediately stared at me in the eyes and felt the same intense experience. It's like something I've NEVER felt before. It's like having your adrenaline activated on HIGH and you just can't move and your eyes are just STUCK! It's a very hard feeling to express... I left in a state of shock, and felt very weird, like I had known something about this person before (this happened with the first story).
------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ So just this past summer, I turned 13. I had began to Awaken as soon as school had started for me, and I had the symptoms of an Awakening-(rest of story will be continued at bottom if interested in my experiences). I researched and came across-only once-but about how Vampires can recognize other Vampires and the person had described a feeling quite similar to that of which I had experienced.
Please no negative responses such as 'Vampires aren't real' or something of that sort. If you want to be proven wrong you can look at other stories, but please just don't comment badly. It's not appreciated. Any helpful comments and reasons at to what I could've been experiencing is GREATLY appreciated (I had just Awakened so I don't know if it was a recognition or if it was just something else...).
-WakeUpLucidDreamer
------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ ______________/.::My Story of Awakening::.\_______________ (I am STILL awakening)It was just a few months ago, I had felt-DEPRESSED. I was seriously considering if I needed to consult a doctor, but my sisters had just said it was mood-swings; a part of puberty. But I had felt like I just couldn't laugh at anything anymore. I didn't have the ENERGY. I felt almost dead and had wanted to commit suicide at some point. A little later (a few weeks or so), I had gotten into Wicca (from a Christian family), because I could understand meditating and relating with elements and understanding the world around us as energy in everything. I learned the basics of spell-casting and ceremonial-spells. I began to also study alchemy, but immediately then feel suicidal again. Weeks would pass by as a blur and my grades were really being pulled-down of my discontent with the emptiness I had felt at the time. I had began to isolate myself from friends and talking with family, disconnecting everyone's relation with me. And I began to have interest in Vampires as well strangely enough.. And I have began to want to be one. In fact, SO BAD,-because it's what I thought I thought would fill me up-that I did a spell to become one. And surely enough it didn't work because you can't do so. You have to be born to be a Vamp (I realized this much later). I also had begun to have strange cravings and eat a TON of juices and liquids as I had felt a deep-kind of thirst that seemed to come from deep within me.. It seemed like nothing was content enough though, and I felt as though I was constantly thirsty. I didn't really put much thought into being a Vamp after I had just doubted that the spell worked (not knowing at the time it is not possible to become one through spells) so I would just assume that I am going into depression officially. At the same-time, I would have vivid memories of my childhood when I was months old (no lies, as I was right when describing what I remembered to my dad, who has the same thing). I also would have vivid dreams and memories of past-lives that I was having, but I kept it all away from my family as I felt they didn't understand me... I later researched about Vampires for no apparent reason, and came across the two types of Vamps (Sang and Psi). And Began from there other discoveries. I found videos also on seeing energy around you as it is in everything (which I can STILL do today, without meditation). I had just thought it was synesthesia or something that I had though, but then I had realized that all of the studies I've read about synesthesia is that the seeing the whole particles in the air and auras around Nils (humans, in case you didn't know) and things being transparent. So I became kind of freaked-out on what the heck was going on and researched about becoming Vampires and had read all I could about Awakenings in which I had come across in almost ALL of the articles and forums and such that I had read. Only now I realize I have the symptoms of an Awakening from both a Psi's view and a Sang's view. I had devastating headaches and migraines as when I was just looking as rays of sun (not being in it) and my eyes would sting and my skin would warm quickly. I had began to also have intense senses and I could tell the difference in taste in foods ever since from the morning I had eaten grapes for breakfast (too tired to make cereal) and had noticed a difference. (I HATE grapes now... I don't like their after-taste ) I also would have violent thoughts run through my head as though as I began to think about (no kidding) biting people and imagining people on the floor lying dead with blood pouring out of their bodies ;D . Now I had to really control myself as I would curse at even my friends to go away and leave me alone. Lol, and around Thanksgiving, before all of this, I had gotten a really persistent cold/pneumonia problem that the hospital could not conclude to exactly what it was. I was just told to wait it through. Today, in fact, I had decided to test-out vamping some energy from multiple people at school today and had some crazy effects. I immediately felt replenished and continued to go around taking small 'snipits'-is what I call it (small samples)-of energy from people and actually made people fall asleep after they had just been joking around and were perfectly fine. I didn't realize I could do this to people until today and was shocked because for some reason I felt the need to doubt all of what was happening to me. I had forgot to mention the sleeping. I haven't been able to sleep at night until sunrise and would miss the bus multiple times. I told my girlfriend today that I was a vampire and tried to explain to her everything and all of my secrets and she seemed to have shockingly no problem with it... But I feel afraid of what she'll do tomorrow...
_______________/.::WakeUpLucidDreamer::.\_______________
------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ So just this past summer, I turned 13. I had began to Awaken as soon as school had started for me, and I had the symptoms of an Awakening-(rest of story will be continued at bottom if interested in my experiences). I researched and came across-only once-but about how Vampires can recognize other Vampires and the person had described a feeling quite similar to that of which I had experienced.
Please no negative responses such as 'Vampires aren't real' or something of that sort. If you want to be proven wrong you can look at other stories, but please just don't comment badly. It's not appreciated. Any helpful comments and reasons at to what I could've been experiencing is GREATLY appreciated (I had just Awakened so I don't know if it was a recognition or if it was just something else...).
-WakeUpLucidDreamer
------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ ______________/.::My Story of Awakening::.\_______________ (I am STILL awakening)It was just a few months ago, I had felt-DEPRESSED. I was seriously considering if I needed to consult a doctor, but my sisters had just said it was mood-swings; a part of puberty. But I had felt like I just couldn't laugh at anything anymore. I didn't have the ENERGY. I felt almost dead and had wanted to commit suicide at some point. A little later (a few weeks or so), I had gotten into Wicca (from a Christian family), because I could understand meditating and relating with elements and understanding the world around us as energy in everything. I learned the basics of spell-casting and ceremonial-spells. I began to also study alchemy, but immediately then feel suicidal again. Weeks would pass by as a blur and my grades were really being pulled-down of my discontent with the emptiness I had felt at the time. I had began to isolate myself from friends and talking with family, disconnecting everyone's relation with me. And I began to have interest in Vampires as well strangely enough.. And I have began to want to be one. In fact, SO BAD,-because it's what I thought I thought would fill me up-that I did a spell to become one. And surely enough it didn't work because you can't do so. You have to be born to be a Vamp (I realized this much later). I also had begun to have strange cravings and eat a TON of juices and liquids as I had felt a deep-kind of thirst that seemed to come from deep within me.. It seemed like nothing was content enough though, and I felt as though I was constantly thirsty. I didn't really put much thought into being a Vamp after I had just doubted that the spell worked (not knowing at the time it is not possible to become one through spells) so I would just assume that I am going into depression officially. At the same-time, I would have vivid memories of my childhood when I was months old (no lies, as I was right when describing what I remembered to my dad, who has the same thing). I also would have vivid dreams and memories of past-lives that I was having, but I kept it all away from my family as I felt they didn't understand me... I later researched about Vampires for no apparent reason, and came across the two types of Vamps (Sang and Psi). And Began from there other discoveries. I found videos also on seeing energy around you as it is in everything (which I can STILL do today, without meditation). I had just thought it was synesthesia or something that I had though, but then I had realized that all of the studies I've read about synesthesia is that the seeing the whole particles in the air and auras around Nils (humans, in case you didn't know) and things being transparent. So I became kind of freaked-out on what the heck was going on and researched about becoming Vampires and had read all I could about Awakenings in which I had come across in almost ALL of the articles and forums and such that I had read. Only now I realize I have the symptoms of an Awakening from both a Psi's view and a Sang's view. I had devastating headaches and migraines as when I was just looking as rays of sun (not being in it) and my eyes would sting and my skin would warm quickly. I had began to also have intense senses and I could tell the difference in taste in foods ever since from the morning I had eaten grapes for breakfast (too tired to make cereal) and had noticed a difference. (I HATE grapes now... I don't like their after-taste ) I also would have violent thoughts run through my head as though as I began to think about (no kidding) biting people and imagining people on the floor lying dead with blood pouring out of their bodies ;D . Now I had to really control myself as I would curse at even my friends to go away and leave me alone. Lol, and around Thanksgiving, before all of this, I had gotten a really persistent cold/pneumonia problem that the hospital could not conclude to exactly what it was. I was just told to wait it through. Today, in fact, I had decided to test-out vamping some energy from multiple people at school today and had some crazy effects. I immediately felt replenished and continued to go around taking small 'snipits'-is what I call it (small samples)-of energy from people and actually made people fall asleep after they had just been joking around and were perfectly fine. I didn't realize I could do this to people until today and was shocked because for some reason I felt the need to doubt all of what was happening to me. I had forgot to mention the sleeping. I haven't been able to sleep at night until sunrise and would miss the bus multiple times. I told my girlfriend today that I was a vampire and tried to explain to her everything and all of my secrets and she seemed to have shockingly no problem with it... But I feel afraid of what she'll do tomorrow...
_______________/.::WakeUpLucidDreamer::.\_______________