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Post by aneclipse on Jan 21, 2009 19:27:12 GMT -5
how exactly do you know when your awakening? because i'm 89.9% sure that I am... although like i said i'm still 11.1% unsure... The reasons I think i am is: I love the taste of blood (mmm raw uncooked steak blood). Reasons I think i'm not: well, mostly because idk.
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.LostxWay.
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I cant find my way home
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Post by .LostxWay. on Jan 21, 2009 19:33:31 GMT -5
Let me point out a couple things. 1)You didn't address the question. 2) Taste of blood, can mean two things one you might have a disease that lets your body like blood, or your a blood drinker. That doesn't mean you might be a vampire. 3) The darkness has nothing to do with being a vampire. I love the light. I go tanning. I don't dewl in the darkness. 4) Paleness has nothing to do with vampires either
**IF YOU DON'T KNOW ANYTHING ABOUT REAL VAMPIRES DON'T POST***
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Post by aneclipse on Jan 21, 2009 20:11:25 GMT -5
Kinda and yes... I am very pale (but thats just cause I spend all my time in the woods) and I like the dark to an extent
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Post by cassiline on Jan 22, 2009 12:58:09 GMT -5
if you want to be skeptic there is a syndrome called Renfield syndrome that causes people to want to drink blood and the fear of the dark is a genetic trait from cave dwelling fish.
i dont mean this as an attack but when you are awakening its always good to keep skeptical and tethered
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Post by aneclipse on Jan 22, 2009 15:35:57 GMT -5
I am by no means a skeptic... hell, if anything I'm a follower of this phenomena! but yes; i have checked into those things, and found them to be very... interesting... and what if you don't fear the dark, but you fear for the dark? (that kinda doesn't make sense... but I love the dark lol, to an extent like i said lol)
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Post by cassiline on Jan 22, 2009 15:42:19 GMT -5
the dark doesnt need protecting, it always wins. as for what lives in the dark well there is a reason im a hunter:P
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Post by ErosRyder on Jan 22, 2009 15:50:19 GMT -5
but at the same time light is the same way. There is no true darkness or light. there both equal
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Post by aneclipse on Jan 22, 2009 16:08:18 GMT -5
Not exactly what i ment... okay lets try to rephrase this: I fear for the dark... let see, umm. I WANT the dark to come... but at the same time i don't.
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Post by ErosRyder on Jan 23, 2009 14:49:45 GMT -5
Ok I understand but back on topic. Ok Umm no one here or anywhere else can tell you if you're a vampire or not. It's just something you figure out through you're Journey. Seeing how I am still going through my awakening. I am only giving you answers based on what I've researched and experienced. Ok. But for the taste of blood. You could very well be a vampire, just have a disease, or be a blood drinker. I personally don't see it (vampirism) as a virus. I see it as a energy deficiency issue. Nothing more. I can personally control and exhibit peoples emotions and also control the moods and actions of the people around me. It's alway's been a gift.
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Post by bomb on Jan 23, 2009 22:44:09 GMT -5
I will probably be going back to this example a lot, MY girlfriend didnt exactly find out herself... I noticed a lot of changes in my energy, I was amazingly tired at night( ya i know unusual right?) so i'm all like wow is that what tired feels like? but anyways, I told her about it and i tried some experiments, like having her trying to feed off me voluntarily.(I know im crazy like that.) and it worked so were trying to sort this crazy stuff out still...
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Post by ErosRyder on Jan 24, 2009 0:05:31 GMT -5
I will probably be going back to this example a lot, MY girlfriend didnt exactly find out herself... I noticed a lot of changes in my energy, I was amazingly tired at night( ya i know unusual right?) so i'm all like wow is that what tired feels like? but anyways, I told her about it and i tried some experiments, like having her trying to feed off me voluntarily.(I know im crazy like that.) and it worked so were trying to sort this crazy stuff out still... Thats cool!
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Post by Rev. Zandra Amara on Feb 3, 2009 11:17:09 GMT -5
First off, you need to be tested for any existing medical conditions but liking the taste of blood has nothing to do with being a vampire. It is considered to be a blood fetish. Someone who is vampiric has a need to take from outside themselves to supply energy/nutrients that they can not make enough of on their on nor get it from regular food. If you think you might be a vampire: read, study, and look within yourself through meditation and contemplation. Be careful of what information you come across. Most topics on the subject of vampirism should be taken with a grain of salt. It's hard to weed out the fluff from the pulp at first, but find some good sites that have respectable amounts of information such as www.sanguinarius.org and sphynxcatvp.nocturna.org/index.html. No one can tell you what you are. You can only decide that for yourself. If you don't know other than being interested in the taste of blood and an attraction to darkness, you need to keep reading and looking into why you think you might be a vampire because those are hardly enough of a reason to believe that you are. I've very connected to the dark side of things, but I still try to find a balance within the light. When I don't feed, I may experience a hunger unsatisfied by food, lethargy, depression, anxiety, lack of motivation, migraines, body aches, stomach pains, irritability, blackouts, dizzy/light-headed spells, nausea, acid reflux, antisocial tendencies, shifty behaviors, lack of concentration, malfunctions in electrical equipment near me, sometimes even body tremors, etc. I personally feel cold and lifeless with out blood or other energies. I can eat as much food as I want till I'm sick to my stomach and still be hungry. I attract negatives energies to myself and feel like a swirling vortex trying to survive. Vampires are predators with bestial instincts. We vamp out when we aren't receiving our needs, and the beast is not always pretty nor easy to be around. I hope some of this helps. Good luck with your search, but be patient, take your time, and remain objective.
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Post by digitalvampire on Aug 3, 2009 16:12:34 GMT -5
if you want to be skeptic there is a syndrome called Renfield syndrome that causes people to want to drink blood and the fear of the dark is a genetic trait from cave dwelling fish. i dont mean this as an attack but when you are awakening its always good to keep skeptical and tethered umm cave fish?
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Post by moontear on Nov 10, 2009 13:19:48 GMT -5
well, that was helpful. told me what i've been told already, why i have the job i have, but not about this awakening i'm supposed 2 b experiencing or bout the day this is supposed 2 happen. it sounds like this is something that just keeps coming. Goddess, is there an end? i've always known i could control energy around me, never knew i was feeding off it till recently. used it 2 heal others even, even used it 2 sustain me when i couldn't eat. i just never guessed it had been feeding me this whole time or that was what drew others 2 me.
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Post by unique on Jan 19, 2010 20:05:44 GMT -5
"awakening" so i just turned 17 and still tryna figure it all out. i have always been able to feel others emotions, i've seen and heard the departed with no intentions of disturbing or messin with them all my life, recently (in tha past 2 months) its been gettin stronger. i thought i was feeling peoples vibes thinking they were rubbin off on me making me feel wonderfully happy..adding to that, i have always had a problem thinking people dont like me and they're using me or something, they would always look boured and tired around me, but they would tell me they love me and enjoy being around me and strangely it seemed they couldnt get enough of me but tha majority of them pull away and stop talkin to me.=[. this always made me depressed and angry since it was so confusing..it made no sense. -quick note lol =] well anyways, my lover, who has a were and vampire pretty much diagnosed me. and now that i think of it, my symptoms started gettin noticable since he's been around. im a very open person with tha people i love and i tell everything to my mother, she has always called it a "gift" so before i knew psivamps exsisted i thought i had very bad anxiety, come to find i have an energy difficiency if thats what you wanna call it, when by myself i felt horribly depressed, and since it was only gettin worse i figured i would meditate, it worked i felt HAPPY.. but not 30 min. later was i bak where i started. now that i know what is going on it is VERy stress relieving knowing that im not insane . hahaha now on to tha present.. i've noticed that my senses have heightened even tho im pretty sick and congested so i cant wait till i get better and test it out. i been workin on my smell, i feel like im learnin my body and everything around me again. anywhoo i just dont wanna feel alone in this so if anyone would like to get at me, share knowledge.. thats cool hit up tha email =]
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