elizabethmia
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Post by elizabethmia on May 10, 2010 9:28:39 GMT -5
I know that if I don't tell anyone I'll never get a donor. And he's very open to dark things and of what I can tell I think he'd be accepting of blood lust. He's my only close friend right now, but the complications are simple: 1. We're a small town and I'm a junior. If by some strange turn of moons he tells someone, it'll get out and fast, and I may or may not be moving, but if I'm not I have a whole nother year to summer, and if I am, I may loose a possible donor. 2. Two girls are out to get me because of some drama, and these two girls just happen to very close friends of him. poop. 3. his brother is my ex.
HELPPP! What should I do?!?!
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Post by bomb on May 10, 2010 15:23:04 GMT -5
I know that if I don't tell anyone I'll never get a donor. And he's very open to dark things and of what I can tell I think he'd be accepting of blood lust. He's my only close friend right now, but the complications are simple: 1. We're a small town and I'm a junior. If by some strange turn of moons he tells someone, it'll get out and fast, and I may or may not be moving, but if I'm not I have a whole nother year to summer, and if I am, I may loose a possible donor. 2. Two girls are out to get me because of some drama, and these two girls just happen to very close friends of him. poop. 3. his brother is my ex. HELPPP! What should I do?!?! dont worry about your ex... its jsut a girl thing.... i guess. what i do, is i ignore any crap people give me, because quite frankly i dont really give a damn what peopl have to say about me. as for it getting out. 1. If he trusts you and can keep any secret he wont tell unless hes going to make fun of you. 2 if it does get out, whos going to believe you besides others of our kind. 3. whos to say he'll believe you and take it seriously.
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elizabethmia
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Post by elizabethmia on May 10, 2010 19:27:00 GMT -5
Is it really? Like what if your bro's ex told you something crazy(I'd have to guess it seemed that way) would you be at all tempted or amused to tell him about the turn of events? I'm just kinda worried about it because I feel like I'm coming out again.* I know its easier to downplay, like "yeah.. I'm the walking undead, I'm suprised you couldn't tell!" But it also wouldn't suprise me if he offered to be my donor, which would be awesome, but he's my best friend and things have been getting rough with us since I started awakening.. I just want someone here to talk to about it all and not be alone. Does anyone know about you, I mean like in real life, off the web?
**I came out as bi in 8th grade to the same exact people give or take a few. It didn't go well at all.
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Post by bomb on May 10, 2010 23:22:22 GMT -5
my girlfriend knows. and you know.
i mean really is anything insane after you realize vampires exist?
remember, donors become almost.... connecterd to their vampires after the first feeding.... especially form sanguinarian. it's almost like the blood connects a pact.
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elizabethmia
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Post by elizabethmia on May 11, 2010 0:17:08 GMT -5
Not really... I learned of therians even more recently and I wasn't really suprised at all. I'm honestly kinda frightened to have a donor. Like either I'll treat them terribly or get emotionally attached.. I don't even know why I'm telling him(I DO know that its not like I'm trying to look cool... I feel like its almost like a havin a rare desiese , whats cool about that?). He does get alot of the impact when I'm in a bad mood and I talk to him from when I wake up to when he goes to bed. Doesn't even just telling someone alter your relationship drastically?
P.s. I've decided to tell him tomarrow, we've agreed to do lunch together, So I'll make sure to post tomarrow and tell you how it went!
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Post by elizabethmia on May 11, 2010 17:36:29 GMT -5
So, I told him today.. It went suprisingly well, I started by reminding him of when he said when I'm upset he doesn't even wanna be around me, and explained that I was an empath.. then I said my ood swings are attributed to something else, and I said I was a sang.. and he jokingly called me vampire earlier that day. He said it explains alot and doesn't supprise him at all. He seemed offset but it all but took it well and seemed to accepyed it nd asked a few questions about blood and donors an tv and eternal life... But it went great!
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Post by crypticdarkness09 on May 11, 2010 19:33:29 GMT -5
I'm glad Mia, I never really told my friends they just eventually figured it out on there own for the most part and I hid it very well. an ex of mine told two of my friends but I knew one since junior high (I awoke in 8th grade and I had known her since the 6th) so they pretty much figured it out eventually.
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Post by elizabethmia on May 11, 2010 22:51:41 GMT -5
I don't know how he knew if i didn't until recently. Anyways, did it go well with everyone? It didn't like get out or anything?
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Post by bomb on May 13, 2010 6:49:08 GMT -5
i explained to her about the symptoms and showed her a couple sites before i told her. she was prepared for me when i said to her.
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