hex
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Post by hex on Jun 29, 2010 22:40:24 GMT -5
Hey. I'm Naomi and I'm 13 (age year wrong due to rushing. ) I really think I might be awakening. I've read the 'Signs of Awakening' and right now I'm pretty freaked. I'm typically a melancholy person, but recently I've been flipping out over the TINIEST things. Like, for example, I took an icy out of the freezer to eat it out of boredom. Went on the comp for 5 minutes, and when I came out, Icy was no longer on the table. I went crazy, throwing chairs, kicking the walls, yelling, all of that. What got me was that I was in a fully air-conditioned 61 degree farenheight house, and I didn't even really WANT that stick of flavored ice. I've had nearly overpowering cravings for blood, weither I saw it or not. My brother stepped on a peice of broken glass and was bleeding pretty bad. When he called me (since I'm like the nurse of the house ) and I saw all that blood my heart pounded and I couldn't even think. My instinct said "Blood. Drink. Now." but I walked away. I had to, or I would've been drinking the blood out his foot. I start to see people's auras. It starts out as a white haze that's just...THERE, and if I stare I see colors. My hearing and smell has increased two fold. The others have too, just not as considerably. Sunlight/fluorescent make me have headaches. I sleep like a LOG in the morning hours. I think that sums it up, can someone tell me whats going on? BTW, I do not roleplay. This is true.
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Post by hex on Jun 29, 2010 22:47:10 GMT -5
Also, if I'm in big crowds too long (i.e. church or school) I feel really drowsy and sick. If I am left alone too long I can range from getting cranky to just feeling like I might pass out.
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Post by bomb on Jun 30, 2010 11:21:49 GMT -5
a couple of questions...
is this your first site that youve been to?
do you have a large family living with you?
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Post by hex on Jul 1, 2010 1:18:15 GMT -5
I've actually been to a couple of awakening sites, including the ones that's been suggested. In fact, I do live in a large family. In my house there are...(counting)...8 people. And in the morning there's at least 15 (sister runs a daycare downstairs). And I hate going down there not only because it's LOUD, but because I get overloaded down there! Within seconds I'm ready to strangle a toddler! It's a giant energy potluck!
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Post by hex on Jul 1, 2010 1:41:33 GMT -5
Not to mention that on top of that I want to drink blood from every person I see really badly...like nearly overwhelming bad, no lie...
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Post by bomb on Jul 2, 2010 10:22:51 GMT -5
you do know that you are the only person that can awaken yourself if you do have that capacity.
on this site we cant awaken you, we only help with the process, the struggle that most vamps feel during this time we give out advice and point people in the right direction instead of having them run around like a chicken with no head
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