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Trouble
Sept 25, 2010 15:00:35 GMT -5
Post by bomb on Sept 25, 2010 15:00:35 GMT -5
I find myself in a time of great trouble. never before has my sanity been in so much peril.
recently my girlfriend of 2 years has left me. i was fine with it, since we were starting to drift apart anways. i felt no heartbreak, as i had already cried over time.
but now that shes gone, i can actually feel the abscence of psychic energy she was providing me with. the very same energy that was keeping my blood cravings in check. with the energy source dried up, i can feel them coming back.. my own theory of blood deprivation has turned around and bit me in the ass.
if a vampire is without blood for prolonged periods of time, their cravings will get progressively stronger. since my cravings were being satisfied with energy, i didnt need blood. but now... it is almost unbearable, the stress and pressure in my mind.... i feel like i could explode any minute!
i feel crazy, i am losing interest in all things, i am much more active, and find myself increasingly more in social situations, trying to get whatever energy i can. but im also being estranged from my family and friends. they are noticing the changes in me...
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hatty
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Trouble
Sept 28, 2010 16:36:05 GMT -5
Post by hatty on Sept 28, 2010 16:36:05 GMT -5
I know how you feel, I left my boyfriend a few weeks ago after finding that he'd cheated on me with my friend, we were, like you, drifting apart, but I feel distressed, like even though I endd it, I'm just punishing myself, not easy xxx hang in their adam
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Trouble
Sept 30, 2010 16:14:42 GMT -5
Post by bomb on Sept 30, 2010 16:14:42 GMT -5
i actually awoke about a month after we started dating, so ive never even really felt the full force of the thirst. it is interfering with my life. wonder how my birthday is going to turn out...
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hatty
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Trouble
Oct 2, 2010 17:25:08 GMT -5
Post by hatty on Oct 2, 2010 17:25:08 GMT -5
my ex was the one who told me about all this, vamps etc, he moved on like a week after we broke up (ouch) and Im trying to move on now too, it'll hurt sweetie but youll get through it and sort yourself out I may not know much about vamps, but I am an agony aunt xD x
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Post by bomb on Oct 4, 2010 6:59:58 GMT -5
thank you for the support. im a strong person, so i'll manage my way through a tough time.
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Trouble
Oct 9, 2010 15:52:05 GMT -5
Post by hatty on Oct 9, 2010 15:52:05 GMT -5
okie doke well im here if u need me....even if it takes a while for me to reply xD
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