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Post by sableguivre on Oct 6, 2010 9:10:58 GMT -5
Im 23 years old and i recently have been doing some Past Life work, im a Pagan, so its part of my training. I found out that i was a vampire in my past life, a sang vamp. Afterward, i began to 'awaken'? as you call it. But the only difference is that i dont take my feedings from the blood, but from their energies. I have been slowly awakening for two years, how long does it take to fully awaken? and how am i a psy vamp now instead of the sang vamp i was in my past life? Please help me, im new to this and would appreciate any advice on this subject.
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Post by bomb on Oct 6, 2010 16:19:17 GMT -5
i know a bit about past life. in our past lives, we live as different people with different traits, soem good and soem bad. bt not all of these traits carry on through our lives, they change and become different. me for example, i was an excellent marksman in my past life, and in this life ive always had an uncanny tendency to miss my target whenever throwing things. point is, everyone is different, which is why you are a psychic and not a sang. awakening times are different for each person. its a long process for which is dont feel like explaining in one post, so please read around the site and gather information from other posts.
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Post by sableguivre on Oct 6, 2010 17:31:21 GMT -5
thank you for your advice and i have been reading the other posts, the reason i was asking is because everyone ive heard about awakening is about 15 or so, so it makes me nervous that im a bit of a late awakener. Maybe its nothing lol, like a late bloomer or something. but thank you for your time and answers. you really have helped me.
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Post by bomb on Oct 7, 2010 6:57:38 GMT -5
23 is kind of late but not unheard of. some people never awaken.
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Post by happygoth08 on Nov 11, 2010 22:18:12 GMT -5
Hi... im so confused about all of this.. i need some help plz... im newly awakened also im 22
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Post by bomb on Nov 12, 2010 7:49:40 GMT -5
what do you need help with?
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Post by xxjay0tixx on Nov 17, 2010 6:31:07 GMT -5
I've never been good with physic stuff-anything that requires imagination I quite need help too. I think I'm awakening but dont know how to be sure. I've never been sure about anything. I'd be nice if someone'd help me (:
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Post by bomb on Nov 17, 2010 16:00:48 GMT -5
tell me about yourself jay. what are you feeling that suggests you may be awakening?
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Post by xxjay0tixx on Nov 18, 2010 6:14:09 GMT -5
umm... I'm Jayoti. 14 year old Girl. The first problem is the lights. They keep bugging me. i used to stare at them before and it never bothered me before but now its just so extreme. Plus, I keep getting drained all the time. Its like after a short acvitity i'll not have any energy but sometimes I can go on all day and I wont get tired. Even my teachers say I'm acting weird nowadays. I've always been very nice to people but now, If i dont get something I dont really care about anyone else. There's also some weird feelings. Like something's wanting to break free within me. Its painful sometimes { just a little bit } and I keep getting Migraines and Headaches. Feels weird. After eating I feel like Vomiting. And I keep drinking water all the time now. I dont know the smell of blood but I've always loved its taste. No Psychic dreams. Never had anything to do with this. I've always been attracted to magic but never tried it. My senses have all gone down and I wear glasses sometimes. I'm slightly short-sighted. Last time I was depressed was like 2 years ago. Could my mind be creating an illusion or something? Because, I've always been interested in Vampires and Werewolves and stuff. When I found this site I started noticing these things. That's why I think it's just my mind playing games. Should I just wait and look out for other signs or something? Or these things dont show that I'm awakening?
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Post by bomb on Nov 19, 2010 16:19:53 GMT -5
sometimes a strong attraction to the supernatural is all it takes. this attraction nudges us to research and ifnd out new things about this. your mind finds it uncanny and understands it suddenly, a click. for some people reading about vampires is jsut a hobby. for some people it is naturally inside of them. some people are born to be vampires, and some are born to be normal. its not seomthing we choose, it just happens!
anyone can perform magic, it just takes a strong mind and a deep understanding on a level most people will never comprehend.
how long ago did your symptoms set in? your senses changing light sensitivity, thirstiness, etc?
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Post by xxjay0tixx on Nov 20, 2010 7:02:46 GMT -5
just this month. its getting stronger. yesterday i cut my arm and started sucking the blood. I just couldnt control it. Its like taking over me. Today I looked at my sister and suddenly felt like she was something to eat. Its weird.
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Post by bomb on Nov 21, 2010 20:04:55 GMT -5
eerrr.... ok.
based on what youve told me so far, i can comfortably say, youre just in a different stage of life, when you just want to try new things. im going to go ahead and stop you right here. i may be polite to an extent, so i will give it to you easy. other people might not like the path your taking vurrently.
My advice to you: if you arent going to take this subject seriously im going to ask you to leave us. if youre not going to take us seriously, and continue to mock us, please leave. if you are truly sincere, and think that you may actually be an awakener, show that youre making an effort to understand it. this means shutting off your fictional vampire mood and learn the true side of things. also i can safely say that you most likely did not cut your arm and "suck the blood form it" because you would have to be manical to be tempted into it after reading the things on the site.
im asking you politely to stop posting rubbish like this.
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Post by xxjay0tixx on Nov 21, 2010 21:11:27 GMT -5
I'm sorry if you think I'm mocking you or something but I'm serious. Maybe I'm just exagerrating a little bit but I'm just telling the truth. I seriously dont see what makes you think I'm making fun of you guys.
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Post by bomb on Nov 24, 2010 0:15:41 GMT -5
alright... i think i know something that might help you. on the left sidebar there is a link to sanunarius. once there, find the link that says something about vampire stories. you might also check out the FAQ section on there, many questions you may have can be answered there.
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Post by xxjay0tixx on Nov 24, 2010 6:16:46 GMT -5
umm... okay. Thank you.
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