Post by Deleted on Dec 24, 2010 3:25:04 GMT -5
Alrighty I am going to tell you the whole story, well most of it lol because it is 12:05am at the moment and I cannot sleep. Okay were do I starttt? Everything in my story happened pretty fast. Okay it was 8th grade 2nd trimester I believe. My friend Danny had told me about how he use to worship satan and how he was possesed, I was very interested in the paranormal. One night we were on the phone and he mention he was wanting to join a vampire role playing cult. He told me how and what he had to do to get in it. Eventually he gave up on becoming a member in it. I got the curiosity to look up more info on it. So I did, I don't remember qite how it happened but I ended up reading about real life vampires. After I knew what a vampire basicly was it seemed to connect to me. Right after that I believe I started the awakening. I found a website, I started talking to this girl named Selene, about the same age as me, she was Wiccan, so I got into Wicca.
So as my awakening went on Selene explained everything to me and what was happening to me body. I got into witch craft and I had a ouija board/wiji board my best friend had got me a few years back. So one night I used the ouija board, okay long story short I started talking to a spirit who told me a bunch of CRAP Lies, and I ended up trying to commit suicide. I ended up in the hospital and in a mental place. It was in that place I figured out it was just the spirit f***ing with me about everything. I told myself I wasnt really a vampire.
In the mental place there was a girl there, I was the only one she had talked to in that place, she could see auras, and she had told me all she knew about vampires I told her all I knew to, but i didn't tell her I thought I was one.
After I got out of the mentall crazy place I started reading the bible, and stuff, I still tried to disprove I was a vampire but everything pointed to me being one. About 3, 4 weeks after I had gotten out of that place and gone back to school I started seeing energy, I did more and more research and found a really good vampire website. I talked and emailed to the owner of it. We talked about everything I had gone through and all my vampiric traits. He never agreed or thought I was a vampire until I sent some pics of me to him. He told me I was fersure a vampire.
All vampires have a greyish cloud around their aura. And in my heart I knew who I really was. Also I kinda find it weird but in those 3 weeks after I got out of the hospital, I prayed over and over for God to let me know who I was and why I am on earth and to give me and let me know anything he wanted, than I began able to see energy.
Well I guess thats it I typed it really fast and tried to make it shorter, so there you go my awakening story. Also in my opinion an awakening never ends because as a person lives their life they learn more, about the world and themselves, so it keeps on going.
It is 12:23am right now, Well I'm bored, I gotta find something else to do now. Or perhaps try to go to sleep.(:
Thank you for reading! If you have any questions or comments my email is jacksondominique80@yahoo.com
So as my awakening went on Selene explained everything to me and what was happening to me body. I got into witch craft and I had a ouija board/wiji board my best friend had got me a few years back. So one night I used the ouija board, okay long story short I started talking to a spirit who told me a bunch of CRAP Lies, and I ended up trying to commit suicide. I ended up in the hospital and in a mental place. It was in that place I figured out it was just the spirit f***ing with me about everything. I told myself I wasnt really a vampire.
In the mental place there was a girl there, I was the only one she had talked to in that place, she could see auras, and she had told me all she knew about vampires I told her all I knew to, but i didn't tell her I thought I was one.
After I got out of the mentall crazy place I started reading the bible, and stuff, I still tried to disprove I was a vampire but everything pointed to me being one. About 3, 4 weeks after I had gotten out of that place and gone back to school I started seeing energy, I did more and more research and found a really good vampire website. I talked and emailed to the owner of it. We talked about everything I had gone through and all my vampiric traits. He never agreed or thought I was a vampire until I sent some pics of me to him. He told me I was fersure a vampire.
All vampires have a greyish cloud around their aura. And in my heart I knew who I really was. Also I kinda find it weird but in those 3 weeks after I got out of the hospital, I prayed over and over for God to let me know who I was and why I am on earth and to give me and let me know anything he wanted, than I began able to see energy.
Well I guess thats it I typed it really fast and tried to make it shorter, so there you go my awakening story. Also in my opinion an awakening never ends because as a person lives their life they learn more, about the world and themselves, so it keeps on going.
It is 12:23am right now, Well I'm bored, I gotta find something else to do now. Or perhaps try to go to sleep.(:
Thank you for reading! If you have any questions or comments my email is jacksondominique80@yahoo.com