Post by commanderhawkeye on Feb 8, 2011 16:10:11 GMT -5
I need some help i been looking around on the internet for about a week now and i rly dont know what to belive, some stuff point towards an awakening and i do have a very strange feeling inside me.
but here goes.
It started about 3 weeks ago when my Girlfriend got hurt cutting herself on a glass when she was cleaning,
when i helped her bandage her wounds it was like i could smell the blood in the air, its hard to describe the smell
but if i had to it was somehow like it tastes (Sourly sweet and copper/metal like ).
when we watched her wound later it was still bleeding and this might sound wierd and i understand if some ppl
might call me stupid and so for this but the next secound i found myself having my mouth at her wound sucking blood out of her wound,
( for somereson she did not pull away or ask me why. ) but after this her bleeding kind of stoped, and i have to say that the secound i got the taste of blood in my mouth i have never feelt so alive in my life,
( You know the feeling that you could take on the world and that everything is good and theres no problem in the world )
Also she was the one who pointed out about this awakening thing for me after i had a talk about some stuff and other stuff, saying she have a friend who had said to her she
was going Through it. i havnt ever been thikning about that something like that was possible befire i was starting
to read around. on the internet.
Some info on me otherwise.
Im not the most well built guy and im not the stongest ( exept when i get angry then for some resons i get crazy strong )
but i have always had an insane speed and very good reflexes. i have verry good sight in the night and my eyes gets
used to darkness very fast and im verry sensetive to light, not on the skin but i always carry sunglasses at
summers else i get headeches close to migrane. i was reading in Bombs post in "Topic: Signs of a vampire awakening?"
And here's some of the things that fit.
* Increased sensitivity to light, in eyes and skin, e.g. sunburn easier, flourescence hurts.
Well i have alwats had a problem with ligh for my eyes as i said before. but no problem with it to the skin atm.
* Tendency to lean towards a nocturnal lifestyle instead of diurnal
This is something i have Always had.
*The 6 senses may become more acute, but not neccesarily all of them, e.g. hearing may be better than sight.
its only a bit i noticed my sigh when its dark is even better then before my smell have become incressingly
better the past week and as i said abit up what i smell i can basicly taste.
* Intuition is almost always more heightened when awakening.
This is something i have always been good at.
* The individual may withdraw from friends and family, and general human contact altogether.
Well i was a lot out going a few years back but im staying away from people a lot now and
only go out after 6pm to avoid the freaking sunlight. ( thats something thats goten wores the past year. )
*An awakening vampire may experience rapid mood swings and
temper flares, there might also be a complete personality change.
I have always had a "Strange" mood and it goes from happy to pissed of to sad a lot.
* The person could experience an energy overload around big crowds.( explained as the feeling of needing to "get away")
This is pritty mutch going hand to hand with the withdrawing from friends and human contact.
* Will experience the first symptoms of "the thirst" which can be
described as a complete and utter lack of saliva and fluids in your mouth and
throat region, which can be painful it not sated.
Well when i started to think avout it from the day that happend i have
been drinking a insane ammout of water and other drinks to keep my mouth no dry.
* may or may not be able to smell blood. I cannot explain what it
smells like to someone who doesnt know, because it has its own smell.
AS i said when her wound was cutt open i could smell the taste of it sort of.
* May feel more connected to the arcane, resulting in an easier use of magick.
Well my whole family have always been highly connected with spirits and stuff,
My sister take medecin cuse she claims to see ghosts and my mother aswell.
i cant see them but everytime i talk with mysister and she points out that
someone is here. i sort of can FEEl it i cant explain how but the feeling that
SOMETHING is there.
Im sure A LOT of these thing sounds COMPLETLY insane to some ppl but i need to know.
could my contanct with her blood have triggerd something inside me ?
and how should i go about this ? could someone send me how they started to
notice they were awakening so i could compare it.
Cuse if something is happening to me, i want to know what.
Im sorry for the crazy long post and my complete useless english.
and i thank all who reply. and plz dont call me crazy its the last thing i need now.
but here goes.
It started about 3 weeks ago when my Girlfriend got hurt cutting herself on a glass when she was cleaning,
when i helped her bandage her wounds it was like i could smell the blood in the air, its hard to describe the smell
but if i had to it was somehow like it tastes (Sourly sweet and copper/metal like ).
when we watched her wound later it was still bleeding and this might sound wierd and i understand if some ppl
might call me stupid and so for this but the next secound i found myself having my mouth at her wound sucking blood out of her wound,
( for somereson she did not pull away or ask me why. ) but after this her bleeding kind of stoped, and i have to say that the secound i got the taste of blood in my mouth i have never feelt so alive in my life,
( You know the feeling that you could take on the world and that everything is good and theres no problem in the world )
Also she was the one who pointed out about this awakening thing for me after i had a talk about some stuff and other stuff, saying she have a friend who had said to her she
was going Through it. i havnt ever been thikning about that something like that was possible befire i was starting
to read around. on the internet.
Some info on me otherwise.
Im not the most well built guy and im not the stongest ( exept when i get angry then for some resons i get crazy strong )
but i have always had an insane speed and very good reflexes. i have verry good sight in the night and my eyes gets
used to darkness very fast and im verry sensetive to light, not on the skin but i always carry sunglasses at
summers else i get headeches close to migrane. i was reading in Bombs post in "Topic: Signs of a vampire awakening?"
And here's some of the things that fit.
* Increased sensitivity to light, in eyes and skin, e.g. sunburn easier, flourescence hurts.
Well i have alwats had a problem with ligh for my eyes as i said before. but no problem with it to the skin atm.
* Tendency to lean towards a nocturnal lifestyle instead of diurnal
This is something i have Always had.
*The 6 senses may become more acute, but not neccesarily all of them, e.g. hearing may be better than sight.
its only a bit i noticed my sigh when its dark is even better then before my smell have become incressingly
better the past week and as i said abit up what i smell i can basicly taste.
* Intuition is almost always more heightened when awakening.
This is something i have always been good at.
* The individual may withdraw from friends and family, and general human contact altogether.
Well i was a lot out going a few years back but im staying away from people a lot now and
only go out after 6pm to avoid the freaking sunlight. ( thats something thats goten wores the past year. )
*An awakening vampire may experience rapid mood swings and
temper flares, there might also be a complete personality change.
I have always had a "Strange" mood and it goes from happy to pissed of to sad a lot.
* The person could experience an energy overload around big crowds.( explained as the feeling of needing to "get away")
This is pritty mutch going hand to hand with the withdrawing from friends and human contact.
* Will experience the first symptoms of "the thirst" which can be
described as a complete and utter lack of saliva and fluids in your mouth and
throat region, which can be painful it not sated.
Well when i started to think avout it from the day that happend i have
been drinking a insane ammout of water and other drinks to keep my mouth no dry.
* may or may not be able to smell blood. I cannot explain what it
smells like to someone who doesnt know, because it has its own smell.
AS i said when her wound was cutt open i could smell the taste of it sort of.
* May feel more connected to the arcane, resulting in an easier use of magick.
Well my whole family have always been highly connected with spirits and stuff,
My sister take medecin cuse she claims to see ghosts and my mother aswell.
i cant see them but everytime i talk with mysister and she points out that
someone is here. i sort of can FEEl it i cant explain how but the feeling that
SOMETHING is there.
Im sure A LOT of these thing sounds COMPLETLY insane to some ppl but i need to know.
could my contanct with her blood have triggerd something inside me ?
and how should i go about this ? could someone send me how they started to
notice they were awakening so i could compare it.
Cuse if something is happening to me, i want to know what.
Im sorry for the crazy long post and my complete useless english.
and i thank all who reply. and plz dont call me crazy its the last thing i need now.