kihatsu
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Post by kihatsu on Mar 1, 2011 2:21:30 GMT -5
Okay, so I am an average 16 year old child, or at least I hope so. I am not sure exactly on where to post this, but I do know that I need help, With understanding that is. Issues number one is the fact that I could be a fanatic child wanting attention, not true. I am dealing with hunger, behavior, sleeping issues. And I believe that they are signs of an 'Awakening vampire'. I appoligize if I come off rude, you must understand my lack in the belief of vampires. I have come to believe more recently now that I have been dealing with these issues, and I most certainly regret denying them. Thing is, these issues could be some sort of mental issue, but does that explain the physical issues? My physical behavior is quite odd. I haven't really changed since I was a Sophomore, and I am now a Junior. I still pertain all my human characteristics, and I actually even feel better when I sleep the way I feel I should. I am up right now, at 2:19 A.M, and awake as I should be at 2:19 P.M. I really do worry that I may have stumbled upon quite the predicament. Any advice on this could really help, or just a simple. 'Your just another human that needs to go to the doctor.'
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Post by bomb on Mar 1, 2011 15:10:57 GMT -5
the thing is, vampires dont really look different from normal people, our physical appearance isnt really affected that much unless you count skin changes as one. It's okay to be skeptical about these things, I didnt believe in vampries at one time either. Just remember that we arent neccesarily inhuman, just different people. I like to refer to vampirism as a birth defect, since it only happens to certain individuals. but we are certainly still human, in almost every way.
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Post by commanderhawkeye on Mar 2, 2011 0:06:11 GMT -5
Well ofc many would say Go to a doctor etc etc but i will try not to x'D
Well the sleeping is something "most" can get help with. i for once have had sleeping problems at night pritty much my whole life. i have been to a doctor many times and got sleeping pills for it many diffrent once, but my doctor always takes me of the medicin cuse A it dont really help and B i feel like poop when i sleep at night and are awake at days. but thats something anyone can have. atm im awake from around 16pm- 7am and i feel much better. all i can suggest is look in to your sleeping problems if sleeping pills can help you. but some ppl just feel better and so during nights.
And the point to not belive in there being vampires, if you read around on some "real" forums you will find its very real, but not in that fictional way that hollywood makes it, you know the Immortal,overspeed,overstrenght,Nightvision,killing innocent ppl to feed.or sparkle in the sun or ignite from sunlight (Tho some are very sencetive to the sun but tbh anyone could be that too) there a lot of good info out there if you take your time to sit down and look around.
And as bomb said and i have to agree that its something that your born with that shows itself later in your life.
But i think its something you have to figure out yourself by contacting someone who is and share your stories with them and compere there awakening ( make sure to pick a serious one thats not just pretending ) and then to look in to yourself ask youself is this really who i am?. therse also the option of hanging around the forum's being active and sharing about how it is for you and have open disscusions in threads to get other opinion on it, OFC that can Attract some of the "omg your no vampire go away twilight tw@t!" its sad that those are in the communitys. "i havnt seen anyone" here tho : ) but they do exist. "Most of us just ignore them"
I for once have found a lot of great help/info since i join the forums. and even some new friends in private msgs. (Sadly i cant find anyone thats like me close to where i live but i hope that will fix itself when i move to England in 2012. : )
And about the hunger and behavior issues could you be more clear on that part?
I know many have Emotianal issues getting angry easy aswell as deppresions and so during there awakening, i cant tell since i have been so about my whole life.
All i can say about the hunger is what i have noticed, and thats the craving's and "thirst" the dryness and also how i feel energized at the taste of blood. ( if you have read around you know we dont biteopen ppl and suck out there blood "maybe someone does" but most are very carefull and serious about the fedding in the Sang way.) testing our donors for blood dessises and so.
Something that might help you that i have noticed to is the nightmares i have, have gotten much worse since my awakening. and also the strong change in Empathic ways.
it would be easier to help if we knew more details about the things you have noticed etc about yourself.
I Hope you find Answers and Help out there or here on this forum even.
//Joe.
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Post by bomb on Mar 2, 2011 15:45:42 GMT -5
holy crap, that was a long message. I think the point were trying to get across, is that you must decide for yourself if this is you, and wether or not you can live like this, the vampire way. Its a tough thing to live with, and it cant be just pretended... so either way youll find out in the future, if symptoms advance and persist.
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