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Post by emma on May 15, 2011 6:55:14 GMT -5
My High Priestess, in another coven, well... here;
I've been wanting to drink blood, this has been happening for about a week I think, maybe less. And I've been having mood swings, thats been happening for at least 2 - 3 weeks now, and I've been getting these weird sicky feelings, like just earlier today, I was talking to my High Priestess, not even an hour ago, and I started feeling sick out of the blue. I told her this, she said that it might be an awakening. I told her my other feeling, being light headed and about me really wanting to drink blood. still, she said it MIGHT be an awakening.
I've been dying to become a vampyre for a couple years, this just might be me freaking out over vamps. but I still want to make sure.
Oh and I have already gone through puberty, so please dont say that .oh and other syptoms *sorry if spelled wrong* I get headaches in sunlight, but I get used to the brightness, and carry on normally. I get dizziness, and nauseous for no reason, like right now. Im usually awake at night, but I've always been that way.
please help.
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Post by bomb on May 15, 2011 20:58:40 GMT -5
now when you ask for help, what do you need help with, do you want to know more about them in general? or is there something specific you want to ask?
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Post by emma on May 16, 2011 8:20:49 GMT -5
I just want to know if this is a true awakening. I really dont know if it is or not.
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Post by bomb on May 16, 2011 23:15:37 GMT -5
what are your beliefs as far as religion? also how old are you?
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Post by emma on May 17, 2011 12:08:24 GMT -5
I am Wiccan, and have been for a year and a half now. I worship the Goddesses Nyx and Athena and the Gods Erebus and Apollo.
I am 13 years old, and going to be 14 in September this year.
I also have 3 friends that are vampyres that have been awakened.
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Post by forbundet on May 17, 2011 15:28:12 GMT -5
Are you sure your not just fasinated by vamps ? I'm wiccan to, i find it facinating that you chose Nyx as you godness. she's also in P.C. Cast's famous books. About Vamps and their godness Nyx. and Erebus to. in the books he's god whit nyx i think? but in the greek mythology he's god over darkness and shadow? Is it your Coven who choose that for you ? i think your very young to figure all that you by your self. It's an early awakening, and you have 3 vampire friends ? Wow, i'm 17 and have NEVER meet another vamp.
(Agin sorry for my english, i'm still danish)
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Post by emma on May 17, 2011 17:24:17 GMT -5
I've always been fasinated by vamps, but Im not THAT obessed.
Yes, I know, I have read those books. And yes, Erebus is the god of shadows and darkness. It is also said that, before passing into Hades relam, the souls must first pass through Erebus relam. I have been attracted to Nyx and Erebus before I joined the coven.
=/ I know Im young, but Im trying my best not to do this by myself, thats why I came here.
lol. They just come to me.
Your english is just fine. I've read worse.
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Post by forbundet on May 18, 2011 13:02:03 GMT -5
Ökay, for a moment i just thougth you where a fluffy bunny. glad your not. it was just the way you started out in the first message. then it's good you came here. if your really going true an awakening, then i think this is a good place. i figured things out myself in the start when i awakend, i also kinda got a kick start in to the 'spiritworld' (don't know how to say what i meen in english)when i was 8. but I'm newly awakend. couple of months ago. been searching around on the net about what was going on whit me. then i found this and read a lot. <and trough here i found some other sites where i found feeding tec. (much better then i evoulved myself). so it's a good place to come and get help. Theres nothing wrong whit beeing young and understand what's going on in life. i'm only 17 myself. i wonder what draw you to nyx ? i'm wiccan on my own, not in a coven. don't have a mentor.
Well thanks then (:
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Post by emma on May 18, 2011 15:37:02 GMT -5
The P.C. Cast books, I know how goofy it sounds, but in the books she sounded so loving and motherly and so perfect and nice and wonderful. I wondered if that was truely her, so I started looking up more things about her, and soon found my coven Your welcome. Do you mind telling me about your awakening? If its not too out of line to ask....
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Post by bomb on May 19, 2011 6:52:34 GMT -5
MY symptoms had been persisting all my life, i just ddint have a name for them until a couple years ago
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Post by emma on May 19, 2011 8:39:04 GMT -5
oohh. OKay.
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Post by forbundet on May 19, 2011 13:53:43 GMT -5
Well, i got very sensitive about ligth, not just sun ligth. i have a ligth in my room you can turn up and down. because when i wake up, my eyes cannot just take the ligth, it has to go very slow ore it's like my eyes are burning. yes i know everybody has it this way but it just got very very bad for me. and then i started to feel hungry, not matter how much i eat, i was always hungry. but when i went to work and was arround a lot of people. it got better. Then i sorrounded myself whit at least 1 friend almost all the time. but when i was alone i just got hungry aging. And one day one of my colleages cut her self on a knife. and then i saw her blood i was just drawn to it. I think i migth be hybrid not sure. but Denmark aint the place where you can find a donor. so i started looking at the internet and found Psi-vamps and tryed some of the feeding tec. and after a little time i felt full. but since i'm bonded to nature trough Wicca i didnt find it that hard to learn to feed. but beside that i began to feel bad every time i shaked hands whit people. i found out that it was because the hand you shake whit is the hand you can give energy away whit. and then over a couple ogf months my rituals suddenly felt much much stronger. and have been that since. i think thats pretty much what happend to me.
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Post by emma on May 19, 2011 16:38:29 GMT -5
uh. hmm.
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Post by forbundet on May 20, 2011 8:36:12 GMT -5
Something wrong ?
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Post by emma on May 20, 2011 9:10:46 GMT -5
oh nothing. so I take it, its different for everyone?
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