Post by carlyerin on Jun 22, 2011 8:47:52 GMT -5
i think i could be awakening, iv'e been to the doctors who according to him has run nearly every possible test known to man and other than a vitamin d defficiancy couldn't find anything in my resuts that wasn't normal so he reffered me to a shrink was told that it wasn't mental either (yay) the shrink then introduced me to a close friend who is a vampire (i had a bit of trouble believing at first) who reffered me here...
so y do i think i'm awakening because while i have not yet succumed to drinking blood not animal or human my craving for blood is extremely strong, iv'e always been aware of how people are feeling around me i don't even need to look at a person to know i just kind of feel it hard to explain but an example would be at my local hospital when visiting a friend who is a nurse there i walked past a room that had no windows and the door was closed and felt a huge surge of grief and anger when i told my friend she thought i was crazy but told me that the lady in that room had delivered a still born baby but as of late other people's feelings are so overwhelming that i have trouble being in large crowded place's... i don't have fair skin but have trouble going out into the sunlight even on a cloudy day and bright flurosent lights pose a bit of a problem... in the past 12 months iv'e started getting migranes behind my left eye... while i don't excersise train or ddo any sort of heavy lifting on a regular basis i am fairly strong there are some other minor things like some heightened senses but i'm sure iv'e bored you enough however i would value your opinions on whether u believe i am awakening or not thank you
so y do i think i'm awakening because while i have not yet succumed to drinking blood not animal or human my craving for blood is extremely strong, iv'e always been aware of how people are feeling around me i don't even need to look at a person to know i just kind of feel it hard to explain but an example would be at my local hospital when visiting a friend who is a nurse there i walked past a room that had no windows and the door was closed and felt a huge surge of grief and anger when i told my friend she thought i was crazy but told me that the lady in that room had delivered a still born baby but as of late other people's feelings are so overwhelming that i have trouble being in large crowded place's... i don't have fair skin but have trouble going out into the sunlight even on a cloudy day and bright flurosent lights pose a bit of a problem... in the past 12 months iv'e started getting migranes behind my left eye... while i don't excersise train or ddo any sort of heavy lifting on a regular basis i am fairly strong there are some other minor things like some heightened senses but i'm sure iv'e bored you enough however i would value your opinions on whether u believe i am awakening or not thank you