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Post by napaea on Aug 8, 2011 10:13:36 GMT -5
it al started last year during summer i was just my self but when the winter began i started to feel strange. i had an dark mind and only black and white thinking and i started to feel hollow then during November i had an fight whit my stepmother and she hitted me and it got all white in frond of my eyes and i feld like an demon was relesed in me and i hit her back of course and then my dad jumped in the fight and i realised what i did and run off.
then i got the nurf to kill and to see pain and blood and anger and i thought really violent stuff . and when i eat human food i really got sick of it and couldn't hold it in and start biting my cheek to teast blood. and the sunlight hurt my eyes soo bad and i whas in dominican republic for vacantion whit my dad and didnt got anny tann at all only some blisters and i have an realy paill skin and my hands feel cold
and the worst thing is i feel hollow all the time and i do not feel anny love for noone not my cat not my dad not one singel person of my familie but some how i do feel protective about them..
but well here it is my story so i just want to know do you know im in to an awakening or am i just mentaly insane ? haha and when do you know the awakening is passed and your full vamp and how do you continue couse if i am an vamp i think im an sang one so do i need to drink blood to comfirm the prosses .
if you know annything please let me know
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Post by tankman3210 on Aug 10, 2011 20:16:25 GMT -5
yeah when school started today when we went outside my friends said i looked really pale and the sun was hot, hotter than normal to me, and my eyes hurt too. hope this helped. (probaly not but i dont know) lol
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Post by napaea on Aug 11, 2011 6:54:02 GMT -5
haha no but thanks annyway
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