Post by numbur1phantomace on Sept 20, 2011 22:31:43 GMT -5
I'm literally wasting no time in posting this, because honestly I 'have' to know. Am I awakening?
Here's what's happened to me so far:
I can hardly stay awake during the day.
I always am awake at night even if I take a heavily coated sleeping pill.
I have mixed feelings toward my friends like for example I feel very anti-social but then (like when I'm at tennis practice after school) once I'm in the same area as them I switch immediately from that mind set to a happy one like when they're happy I'm happy. And when they're sad I'm sad.
Also (and this is related to the mood changes) when I'm around people I see in places like the classroom who want to be friendly with me, I go back into that anti-social mind set for some reason.
I have mood swings ALL the time (and NOT the 'female' kind in those instances).
My hearing and seeing for some reason have been weird lately, because even though I wear glasses on an occassion like today where I could have sworn I both heard and saw the ball barely touch the net during my match no one else saw or heard it.
I'm excessively active after matches when I should be tired like my poor partner (which is why I'm scared I might be 'feeding' off of her).
I can't stand the sun.
I got a sunburn in the summer on a cloudy day.
I don't know if this has to do with anything but I always sort of 'see' and 'feel' things that aren't nessacarily there like an invisible person of some sort like when my mom and I were parked out at a local Subway I could have sworn I saw something run out in front of the car and dissapear.
I don't think this has to do with anything either but whenever I make eye contact with a teacher during class I feel like I'm forcefully holding their gaze or something and it just doesn't feel right.
And thats pretty much all I can think of right at the moment but I know theres more (just can't think of any at the moment).
So tell me if I'm crazy or not
Here's what's happened to me so far:
I can hardly stay awake during the day.
I always am awake at night even if I take a heavily coated sleeping pill.
I have mixed feelings toward my friends like for example I feel very anti-social but then (like when I'm at tennis practice after school) once I'm in the same area as them I switch immediately from that mind set to a happy one like when they're happy I'm happy. And when they're sad I'm sad.
Also (and this is related to the mood changes) when I'm around people I see in places like the classroom who want to be friendly with me, I go back into that anti-social mind set for some reason.
I have mood swings ALL the time (and NOT the 'female' kind in those instances).
My hearing and seeing for some reason have been weird lately, because even though I wear glasses on an occassion like today where I could have sworn I both heard and saw the ball barely touch the net during my match no one else saw or heard it.
I'm excessively active after matches when I should be tired like my poor partner (which is why I'm scared I might be 'feeding' off of her).
I can't stand the sun.
I got a sunburn in the summer on a cloudy day.
I don't know if this has to do with anything but I always sort of 'see' and 'feel' things that aren't nessacarily there like an invisible person of some sort like when my mom and I were parked out at a local Subway I could have sworn I saw something run out in front of the car and dissapear.
I don't think this has to do with anything either but whenever I make eye contact with a teacher during class I feel like I'm forcefully holding their gaze or something and it just doesn't feel right.
And thats pretty much all I can think of right at the moment but I know theres more (just can't think of any at the moment).
So tell me if I'm crazy or not