Post by xxfaithxx on Oct 27, 2011 11:15:01 GMT -5
hello all. My name is Faith I'm 15 years old and live in the UK.
I've always been different ever since i was little. I've always been way more mature than any person i knew for my age and always saw the world in a totally different way than others (spiritual different). I've always felt like the odd one out and never understood why when ever a new person comes towards me they would be happy for a while and them get really drowsy and boring to talk to. as I've got older i developed better eyesight,hearing,touch, smell and instinct than a normal person.
for example, i could hear someone breathing in the next room that i was in and i could smell and taste food downstairs when all the doors are shut. recently every dream i have is so real that i get so confused when i wake up and many of then foresaw the future. like when i dreamt that as a family we went out to a friends house and when we got back all the ducks we owned(we own a lot of animals) had got eaten that night by a fox, in real life out of the dream the next day that happened exactly as i dreamt it.
I've also been very active in the night and no matter how hard i try i can never manage to get to sleep. It seems when ever i don't do to sleep in the night i don't look tired in the morning although i feel it and whenever i do manage to go to sleep in the night i look awful the next day and still feel tired.
I've also been getting a thirst for something but whenever i drank water or juice it wouldn't quench it.
I'm always hungry and never put on weight no matter how much i eat.
i heal really quickly and don't feel that much pain
I'm very strong and fast for a girl my age.
i have been seeing ghosts
i am pale all over now but when i was younger i would tan. very recently in fact my mum has been saying that she thinks i have anemia (lack of iron in your blood making you pale) but i eat as much iron as any normal person would. my eyes change colour depending on the my mood or light.
sun really hurts my eyes and gives me an uncomfortable feeling on my skin.
I can change the mood of people sometimes and tell what they are thinking before they say anything.
i look a lot older than my actual age.
i suppose the only real reason why i ask if i am awakening is because i feel that i am but I've always seen these things as normal to me so part of me won't believe it.
i need advice to help me decide for myself whether i am an awakening vampire.
one last thing i get the urge for blood and energy. if i am a vampire please could someone tell me what they did on the first ever feeding of blood ie did you use a razor if so were on the body and did you suck the blood or wipe it with a finger, did you use a syringe if so how did you learn to use one as this is what i would prefer to use on my donor though I'm worried I'll hurt them and not extract the blood properly and safely.
please could someone answer all my questions?? from what I've read you are all such wonderful people anyways.
I've always been different ever since i was little. I've always been way more mature than any person i knew for my age and always saw the world in a totally different way than others (spiritual different). I've always felt like the odd one out and never understood why when ever a new person comes towards me they would be happy for a while and them get really drowsy and boring to talk to. as I've got older i developed better eyesight,hearing,touch, smell and instinct than a normal person.
for example, i could hear someone breathing in the next room that i was in and i could smell and taste food downstairs when all the doors are shut. recently every dream i have is so real that i get so confused when i wake up and many of then foresaw the future. like when i dreamt that as a family we went out to a friends house and when we got back all the ducks we owned(we own a lot of animals) had got eaten that night by a fox, in real life out of the dream the next day that happened exactly as i dreamt it.
I've also been very active in the night and no matter how hard i try i can never manage to get to sleep. It seems when ever i don't do to sleep in the night i don't look tired in the morning although i feel it and whenever i do manage to go to sleep in the night i look awful the next day and still feel tired.
I've also been getting a thirst for something but whenever i drank water or juice it wouldn't quench it.
I'm always hungry and never put on weight no matter how much i eat.
i heal really quickly and don't feel that much pain
I'm very strong and fast for a girl my age.
i have been seeing ghosts
i am pale all over now but when i was younger i would tan. very recently in fact my mum has been saying that she thinks i have anemia (lack of iron in your blood making you pale) but i eat as much iron as any normal person would. my eyes change colour depending on the my mood or light.
sun really hurts my eyes and gives me an uncomfortable feeling on my skin.
I can change the mood of people sometimes and tell what they are thinking before they say anything.
i look a lot older than my actual age.
i suppose the only real reason why i ask if i am awakening is because i feel that i am but I've always seen these things as normal to me so part of me won't believe it.
i need advice to help me decide for myself whether i am an awakening vampire.
one last thing i get the urge for blood and energy. if i am a vampire please could someone tell me what they did on the first ever feeding of blood ie did you use a razor if so were on the body and did you suck the blood or wipe it with a finger, did you use a syringe if so how did you learn to use one as this is what i would prefer to use on my donor though I'm worried I'll hurt them and not extract the blood properly and safely.
please could someone answer all my questions?? from what I've read you are all such wonderful people anyways.