Post by gingee on Jan 5, 2012 18:54:37 GMT -5
Hey guys, just joined. I was wondering if anyone could help, any suggestions/answers are greatly appreciated.
Okay,so I did some research but everything I found seemed to contradict other info on the subject. So, i'll guess i'll start with signs or 'symptoms' I have noticed, these are things that I have found on websites about awakening and that I have experienced.
*I have always had unusually pale skin, that burns very quickly and my eyes recently became noticably more sensitive to the sun or other sources of light.
*I hate sleeping at night, and sleep usually like 4am-1pm whenever I am not at school.
*I seem to have slightly better intuition now-a-days.
*I've always felt like the world isn't how everyone else see's it, and no one has ever properly understood me.
*I've never been particularly outgoing or sociable, and usually shy and prefer to be alone.
*I have episodes of depression and sadness for no reason (although maybe CFS).
*My patience is far worse than it used to be.
*I began seeing white around people (auras I guess) but I recently became Wiccan and became interested in such.
*I hate parties, or large crowds and feel suffocated too.
*New attraction to vampires.
*And of course the blood, Ive been vegetarian for over 10 years, and occaisionally have meat cravings (mild ones). And I have always had a massive fear of blood, veins, and ABSOLUTELY ANYTHING to do with the body, this was proven when I had blood taken and due to my high blood pressure , the blood squirted out my arm everywhere, and I kicked the nurse in the shin (which was entirely involuntary) :L not a fun experience. But I've noticed I'm constantly hungry and thirsty and it never goes away no matter what. And I have just been out shopping but suddenly had this urge to attack someone or just I dunno it was horrible I felt almost suffocated. I imagine it was very mild compared to what it could have been though if its normal.
Anyhoo sorry it's sooo long but I'm just generally confused.
^also I considered anaemia and it may be a possibily I guess, and I used to (might still) have CFS but I'm positive it's not to do with that as I can identify that easily even before it happens (with 5 years experience). So yep, thats about everything, thanks and I hope someone can help. ;D
Okay,so I did some research but everything I found seemed to contradict other info on the subject. So, i'll guess i'll start with signs or 'symptoms' I have noticed, these are things that I have found on websites about awakening and that I have experienced.
*I have always had unusually pale skin, that burns very quickly and my eyes recently became noticably more sensitive to the sun or other sources of light.
*I hate sleeping at night, and sleep usually like 4am-1pm whenever I am not at school.
*I seem to have slightly better intuition now-a-days.
*I've always felt like the world isn't how everyone else see's it, and no one has ever properly understood me.
*I've never been particularly outgoing or sociable, and usually shy and prefer to be alone.
*I have episodes of depression and sadness for no reason (although maybe CFS).
*My patience is far worse than it used to be.
*I began seeing white around people (auras I guess) but I recently became Wiccan and became interested in such.
*I hate parties, or large crowds and feel suffocated too.
*New attraction to vampires.
*And of course the blood, Ive been vegetarian for over 10 years, and occaisionally have meat cravings (mild ones). And I have always had a massive fear of blood, veins, and ABSOLUTELY ANYTHING to do with the body, this was proven when I had blood taken and due to my high blood pressure , the blood squirted out my arm everywhere, and I kicked the nurse in the shin (which was entirely involuntary) :L not a fun experience. But I've noticed I'm constantly hungry and thirsty and it never goes away no matter what. And I have just been out shopping but suddenly had this urge to attack someone or just I dunno it was horrible I felt almost suffocated. I imagine it was very mild compared to what it could have been though if its normal.
Anyhoo sorry it's sooo long but I'm just generally confused.
^also I considered anaemia and it may be a possibily I guess, and I used to (might still) have CFS but I'm positive it's not to do with that as I can identify that easily even before it happens (with 5 years experience). So yep, thats about everything, thanks and I hope someone can help. ;D