Post by hllaurlaur1995 on Jan 23, 2012 18:14:20 GMT -5
Sorry about the annoying texting talk...the subject has a limited amount of letters available. ---> Oh well. I found my way here though research...I have been looking up information on vampires for a little over a week... I know that doesn't seem very long but i have just realized my symptoms. I have been experiencing them since about August. Well some of them have started up lately and others started in August just to disappear to come back now So they are:
****I have this weird thing with the moon. Like, at first i thought it was maybe a therian thing? But as it developed it became clear that it wasn't it
1. on a full moon:
~i am stronger, faster, more energy, bubbly
~even my granny vision eye sight improves...just a little though
~I get VERY tired though >.> and I'm going WTF
~i get very snappy---like i become a mean person and I'll snap over the SMALLEST things
2. on a new moon:
~i get SICK and tired (like right now..i feel like crap)
~i can pull an all nighter very easily (idk how because I'm sick and tired :/)
~i get ANGRY. The difference from angry and snappy is that my temper flies off the handle...like i become so mad ill attack anything. Example A: my brother was PISSING ME OFF so i screamed at him and kicked him in the balls (I'm a mean sister i know ..i felt so bad afterward) and i found it funny how he was hurt (ONLY IN THE MOMENT!!! I'M NOT A SICK PSYCHOPATH)
3. my nails were always sharp, clear, but thin. they grow out very quickly....like they got really long so i cut them and the next day they were almost as long and I'm like....... .... didn't i just cut you? WTF
4. Don't laugh at this one but: i have ALWAYS had this: i sneeze at bright light. there i said it. It doesn't matter what type of light it is or anything ill sneeze. ex #1: i walk out of the school building and its a bright sunny day. I'll start sneezing until i put my hoodie up and look at the ground....i am also temporally blinded by such annoying light. example 2: i am sitting on my bunk bed/ desk thing (i have a small house i have to make do!!!) and the light is right there i will turn it on and start freaking sneezing!!! My family says its the funniest thing but its annoying!
5. I hate the heat, summer, beach etc....its just ugggghhh. To me anything above 59 degrees is HOT once it hits the 70s i am sitting in front of my airconditoner panting like my cat (lol) So naturally i rank up the electricity bill and then my parents give the ultimate death threat of taking the ac out...which i ignore and they do..so i camp on my brothers floor until i get his ac taken too.....lolz. so i LOVE THE COLD. like its 32 degrees out and i am in a tank top and shorts
6. i heard on a different website that if your parent leaves/dies at a young age, that its very common among true vamps (like 52% of real vamps answered yes.....idk the truth from that) well my dad died when i was 7. ( i thought i would just put that out there. He had cancer three times and every time he recovered...like the doctors gave him 2 months and he survived over two years.....:/ idk but i thought i would share that
7. i have been getting more tired during the day around 12pm-1 ish i am falling asleep in class (which is a major pain the ass >.<") i hate waking up...but who is a morning person..wellZ i used to be then i just suddenly hate getting up. Now i sleep as late as 1-2 in the afternoon But what really gets me is as soon as it gets dark out or dusk or the sunset i get SOOOOOO tired i HAVE to take a nap. ill be asleep for an hour two tops and when i wake up ill be up till 5 6 7 in the morning...and when the light comes up I'm like UGH T_T
8. the constant battle of the hallway light is a major issue. i CANT NOT fall asleep if there is ANY light in my room what so ever and i have the crappy wooden blinds that do not do Nada and my door...broke he he...i kind of got pissed of and ripped it off its hinges lol. it sucks because if i want ANY privacy i have to pick up the stupid door from the wall and lay it in the doorway which is never perfect. and the stupid thing doesn't stay. EVERY night i wake up to a loud crash of it falling and I'm like FFFFFFFF***** well my brother whos 12 BTFW is afraid of the dark and HAS to keep the hallway light on therefore keeping me up all night. it already takes me at least 4 hours to fall asleep because I'm NOT tired at night!!!!
9. my eyes are BEYOND WEIRD when i was about 7 my eyes looked like this: they were the clearest blue ever...the only thing is that they were a little bit darker and on the left eye above the pupil but on the inner iris there was this little hazel spot like a fleck of light light brown in my eye. its the 5th picture down:
bridalmakeovers.com/blog/?p=181
then my eyes changed: the hazel soon vanished and the the entire eye started to turn GREEN over the course of a WEEK my mom was at a loss for words....for they were the EXACT color of my dads....the week after he died...very creepy. this is the color:
www.cawaiistyle.com/makeup-tips-for-green-eyes-2/ its the 3rd picture down
then my eyes changed AGAIN to this color now this looks like an EXACT copy of my eyes
www.sodahead.com/fun/whats-your-true-eye-color/question-1519235/?page=3&link=ibaf&q=grey+green+eyes&imgurl=http://images.teamsugar.com/files/upl1/11/115464/42_2008/feee1e4019862efc___2_Eye_after_foundation_concealer_primer_.xlarger.jpg
10. Ive always been every poniard and claustrophobic , now its a nightmare. i walk through the school hallways and my breathing speeds up and i start sweating and panicking...not fun T_T... i cant go in elevators, air plains, trains, etc.....and don't even get me started on a MRI worst flipping hour of my life
11. i am a very quick healer and i don't really get sick...except for the forsaken new moon..... D:<
12. OHHHH I ALMOST FORGOT ABOUT THIS ONE... i HATE steak or i did up till 15, now i don't love it i don't hate it....but its tolerable and that was medium rare and my aunts a bad cook so yeah lol....im going to try and get my mom to cook some...lets hope i don't regret it >.< i am starting to like foods i didn't before and they're weird foods at that.... and the foods i like taste nasty I LOOOOVVVEEE SNAPPLE AND ITS NASTY NOW
13. my hair is mean to me it used to be pin straight but now it IS SUPER POOFY :'( :'( :'( SO NOT COOL
14. I'm probably forgetting stuff...but yeah....
so do you guys think I'm awakening? i have a friend whose a caster but shes pretty pissed at me and we haven't talked for months... :/ she could help *sigh* so what do you think
****I have this weird thing with the moon. Like, at first i thought it was maybe a therian thing? But as it developed it became clear that it wasn't it
1. on a full moon:
~i am stronger, faster, more energy, bubbly
~even my granny vision eye sight improves...just a little though
~I get VERY tired though >.> and I'm going WTF
~i get very snappy---like i become a mean person and I'll snap over the SMALLEST things
2. on a new moon:
~i get SICK and tired (like right now..i feel like crap)
~i can pull an all nighter very easily (idk how because I'm sick and tired :/)
~i get ANGRY. The difference from angry and snappy is that my temper flies off the handle...like i become so mad ill attack anything. Example A: my brother was PISSING ME OFF so i screamed at him and kicked him in the balls (I'm a mean sister i know ..i felt so bad afterward) and i found it funny how he was hurt (ONLY IN THE MOMENT!!! I'M NOT A SICK PSYCHOPATH)
3. my nails were always sharp, clear, but thin. they grow out very quickly....like they got really long so i cut them and the next day they were almost as long and I'm like....... .... didn't i just cut you? WTF
4. Don't laugh at this one but: i have ALWAYS had this: i sneeze at bright light. there i said it. It doesn't matter what type of light it is or anything ill sneeze. ex #1: i walk out of the school building and its a bright sunny day. I'll start sneezing until i put my hoodie up and look at the ground....i am also temporally blinded by such annoying light. example 2: i am sitting on my bunk bed/ desk thing (i have a small house i have to make do!!!) and the light is right there i will turn it on and start freaking sneezing!!! My family says its the funniest thing but its annoying!
5. I hate the heat, summer, beach etc....its just ugggghhh. To me anything above 59 degrees is HOT once it hits the 70s i am sitting in front of my airconditoner panting like my cat (lol) So naturally i rank up the electricity bill and then my parents give the ultimate death threat of taking the ac out...which i ignore and they do..so i camp on my brothers floor until i get his ac taken too.....lolz. so i LOVE THE COLD. like its 32 degrees out and i am in a tank top and shorts
6. i heard on a different website that if your parent leaves/dies at a young age, that its very common among true vamps (like 52% of real vamps answered yes.....idk the truth from that) well my dad died when i was 7. ( i thought i would just put that out there. He had cancer three times and every time he recovered...like the doctors gave him 2 months and he survived over two years.....:/ idk but i thought i would share that
7. i have been getting more tired during the day around 12pm-1 ish i am falling asleep in class (which is a major pain the ass >.<") i hate waking up...but who is a morning person..wellZ i used to be then i just suddenly hate getting up. Now i sleep as late as 1-2 in the afternoon But what really gets me is as soon as it gets dark out or dusk or the sunset i get SOOOOOO tired i HAVE to take a nap. ill be asleep for an hour two tops and when i wake up ill be up till 5 6 7 in the morning...and when the light comes up I'm like UGH T_T
8. the constant battle of the hallway light is a major issue. i CANT NOT fall asleep if there is ANY light in my room what so ever and i have the crappy wooden blinds that do not do Nada and my door...broke he he...i kind of got pissed of and ripped it off its hinges lol. it sucks because if i want ANY privacy i have to pick up the stupid door from the wall and lay it in the doorway which is never perfect. and the stupid thing doesn't stay. EVERY night i wake up to a loud crash of it falling and I'm like FFFFFFFF***** well my brother whos 12 BTFW is afraid of the dark and HAS to keep the hallway light on therefore keeping me up all night. it already takes me at least 4 hours to fall asleep because I'm NOT tired at night!!!!
9. my eyes are BEYOND WEIRD when i was about 7 my eyes looked like this: they were the clearest blue ever...the only thing is that they were a little bit darker and on the left eye above the pupil but on the inner iris there was this little hazel spot like a fleck of light light brown in my eye. its the 5th picture down:
bridalmakeovers.com/blog/?p=181
then my eyes changed: the hazel soon vanished and the the entire eye started to turn GREEN over the course of a WEEK my mom was at a loss for words....for they were the EXACT color of my dads....the week after he died...very creepy. this is the color:
www.cawaiistyle.com/makeup-tips-for-green-eyes-2/ its the 3rd picture down
then my eyes changed AGAIN to this color now this looks like an EXACT copy of my eyes
www.sodahead.com/fun/whats-your-true-eye-color/question-1519235/?page=3&link=ibaf&q=grey+green+eyes&imgurl=http://images.teamsugar.com/files/upl1/11/115464/42_2008/feee1e4019862efc___2_Eye_after_foundation_concealer_primer_.xlarger.jpg
10. Ive always been every poniard and claustrophobic , now its a nightmare. i walk through the school hallways and my breathing speeds up and i start sweating and panicking...not fun T_T... i cant go in elevators, air plains, trains, etc.....and don't even get me started on a MRI worst flipping hour of my life
11. i am a very quick healer and i don't really get sick...except for the forsaken new moon..... D:<
12. OHHHH I ALMOST FORGOT ABOUT THIS ONE... i HATE steak or i did up till 15, now i don't love it i don't hate it....but its tolerable and that was medium rare and my aunts a bad cook so yeah lol....im going to try and get my mom to cook some...lets hope i don't regret it >.< i am starting to like foods i didn't before and they're weird foods at that.... and the foods i like taste nasty I LOOOOVVVEEE SNAPPLE AND ITS NASTY NOW
13. my hair is mean to me it used to be pin straight but now it IS SUPER POOFY :'( :'( :'( SO NOT COOL
14. I'm probably forgetting stuff...but yeah....
so do you guys think I'm awakening? i have a friend whose a caster but shes pretty pissed at me and we haven't talked for months... :/ she could help *sigh* so what do you think