Post by kyuubi on May 3, 2012 3:59:42 GMT -5
Let me fill you in on the background details first. I'm 20, and I've been experiencing some "symptoms" of the process of awakening.
-I've always been kind of a night person but now it's gotten more serious lately. Also my vision in low light places seems to be better than usual. I yawn nonstop during the day regardless of how much rest or deep sleep I have gotten the previous nights.
-During the day, being in the sun now makes me feel uncomfortable. Sometimes I get a headache and sometimes not. (It feels warmer than it used to as well) I haven't really had much problems with fluorescent lights since the place where I work has the lights far above us and visually out of the way. Headlights from cars are really are hard to look at. Same for camera flashes. It does not "hurt" to be in the sun or bright light though. It's just annoying.
-My hearing has gotten "too" good to say the least. Any noise that isn't drowned out by background noise sounds ridiculously loud. We have a box crusher where I work. The metal against metal screeching is enough to make me cover my ears. While others just stand around like nothing is happening.
-I have experienced one instance of the thirst along with all the symptoms that brings. As far as details go it's kind of hard for me to describe the feeling because I don't fully understand it yet. Just an FYI though I have never tasted blood other than my own. If you don't want the details skip the next paragraph for the next symptom.
Here is my one and only instance that I have had of the thirst so far:
It was at work a couple of weeks ago while I was stocking shelves. I started to feel weird. I have been a "different" person my whole life and never really fit in anywhere. During this short time though, a new light switch in my head turned on and I began to look at people differently. Not looking at them as people but as objects. I have many ways I can define the word "alone" but this time it was at totally different level. I tried to push it to the back of my mind but soon I started to feel sick and eventually ended up in the restroom wondering what the hell was going on. I was sweating and I felt empty. After isolating myself for about 8 minutes I regained my composure and decided it was best if I went to lunch to get my mind off things.
-I've gone through countless lists that have "vampire traits" and I always end up with the same conclusion. (I don't think I need to tell you what that is )
-I have the eye trait I believe, I have heard some say that I don't but that doesn't account for the rest of this junk happening. I'm still kinda confused on this one. I can't find two sites that say the same thing about it. Any additional info on this would really help me. Any pics would be even more amazing. Here is a link to my eye pic where the dark ring is visible along with the dark orange color around the pupil. i1033.photobucket.com/albums/a411/Silenced_Sn1p3r/100_1710.jpg
-In the past year I have changed mentally to the point where I'm not the same person I was a year ago. If you put the old me and new me side by side you wouldn't think we're the same guy. (Mentally speaking)I have started to lift and will be leaving for basic training in about 2 months. In the last year I have put on close to 25 pounds of muscle. From 135 to 160.
-As far as the sixth sense goes I've had really weird stuff happen to me all my life that defy logic (yes I have witnesses) so there's nothing new to me there. Same with dreams feeling very real. The fact of the matter is that I can't prove this to anyone. In fact if you'd believe some of the things that have happened to me without proof I'd have less respect for you.
All right I don't think I left anything out but if I do I'll edit it later. I'm genuinly looking for knowledge and feedback here so anyone that helps thank you. Oh and sorry for the wall of text that contains my life for the last month and a half. .
-I've always been kind of a night person but now it's gotten more serious lately. Also my vision in low light places seems to be better than usual. I yawn nonstop during the day regardless of how much rest or deep sleep I have gotten the previous nights.
-During the day, being in the sun now makes me feel uncomfortable. Sometimes I get a headache and sometimes not. (It feels warmer than it used to as well) I haven't really had much problems with fluorescent lights since the place where I work has the lights far above us and visually out of the way. Headlights from cars are really are hard to look at. Same for camera flashes. It does not "hurt" to be in the sun or bright light though. It's just annoying.
-My hearing has gotten "too" good to say the least. Any noise that isn't drowned out by background noise sounds ridiculously loud. We have a box crusher where I work. The metal against metal screeching is enough to make me cover my ears. While others just stand around like nothing is happening.
-I have experienced one instance of the thirst along with all the symptoms that brings. As far as details go it's kind of hard for me to describe the feeling because I don't fully understand it yet. Just an FYI though I have never tasted blood other than my own. If you don't want the details skip the next paragraph for the next symptom.
Here is my one and only instance that I have had of the thirst so far:
It was at work a couple of weeks ago while I was stocking shelves. I started to feel weird. I have been a "different" person my whole life and never really fit in anywhere. During this short time though, a new light switch in my head turned on and I began to look at people differently. Not looking at them as people but as objects. I have many ways I can define the word "alone" but this time it was at totally different level. I tried to push it to the back of my mind but soon I started to feel sick and eventually ended up in the restroom wondering what the hell was going on. I was sweating and I felt empty. After isolating myself for about 8 minutes I regained my composure and decided it was best if I went to lunch to get my mind off things.
-I've gone through countless lists that have "vampire traits" and I always end up with the same conclusion. (I don't think I need to tell you what that is )
-I have the eye trait I believe, I have heard some say that I don't but that doesn't account for the rest of this junk happening. I'm still kinda confused on this one. I can't find two sites that say the same thing about it. Any additional info on this would really help me. Any pics would be even more amazing. Here is a link to my eye pic where the dark ring is visible along with the dark orange color around the pupil. i1033.photobucket.com/albums/a411/Silenced_Sn1p3r/100_1710.jpg
-In the past year I have changed mentally to the point where I'm not the same person I was a year ago. If you put the old me and new me side by side you wouldn't think we're the same guy. (Mentally speaking)I have started to lift and will be leaving for basic training in about 2 months. In the last year I have put on close to 25 pounds of muscle. From 135 to 160.
-As far as the sixth sense goes I've had really weird stuff happen to me all my life that defy logic (yes I have witnesses) so there's nothing new to me there. Same with dreams feeling very real. The fact of the matter is that I can't prove this to anyone. In fact if you'd believe some of the things that have happened to me without proof I'd have less respect for you.
All right I don't think I left anything out but if I do I'll edit it later. I'm genuinly looking for knowledge and feedback here so anyone that helps thank you. Oh and sorry for the wall of text that contains my life for the last month and a half. .