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Post by justinwalsh on May 24, 2013 1:47:27 GMT -5
Hey my name's Justin and I'm 16 years and 9 months and I'm incredibly confused
1. I don't feel normal, There is a feeling with everyone I'm around that I am not a regular person.
2. I look at people and they glare at me like I'm some sort of freak, it wasn't like this ago and now even my family is cautious about me.
3. I have urges to attack and kill, whenever I see someone alone there is always the urge in the back of my mind to attack them. These urges even drove me to a point where I nearly was at the point of killing someone.
4. I am ALWAYS shaking nervously, my heart is beating at almost double the speed it was a year ago.
5. The sun feels like its cooking me when I'm exposed to it, I used to adore the sunlight and I used to play soccer but now I detest it because it is too hot to stand in.
6. I have chronic nightmares and insomnia, sleeping is getting incredibly hard to get.
7. I'm starting to become more observant and I notice even the slightest movements and sounds.
I'm asking if I am awakening because I'm not sure if I am or not but I really need your help, I've never been more confused in my life.
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Post by avantgarde on Dec 2, 2013 18:53:39 GMT -5
It's a possibility, but also take into account hormonal changes too. I would recommend seeing a psychologist/psychaiatrist first. Feelings of violence are not things that need to be left unattended to. Also I would see a physician as well. You could possibly have a disorder, be it mentally, physically, or both that could endanger yourself or others. If you are truly having these feelings I recommend seeking professional help first. Check all the boxes before considering vampirism. Also 16 I just a plain confusing age.
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