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Post by prettyinwhite on Jan 31, 2010 15:18:16 GMT -5
So, Last summer I had a sort of awakening experience. I had a dream I was carrying a little infant in my arms, and I could feel so much love and life-force. Then I suddenly had the hunger to feed on energy, but I didn't know where from. I fed off people talking on the radio because I thought it might work. It did, I listened to a podcast of a christian preacher- and suddenly he got upset and started making fun of Christ. I knew this was because I was feeding on his energy remotely. He got angrier like he was expelling some demon...and it was coming from me. I just knew it. In some intricate way....we are all connected to this web of energy. So I'm trying to figure it all out. I think that I may not be Bipolar or whatever, I may just have awakened too much and not knew what to do with it. Which is kinda crazy. I started doing hypnosis and then went to school. The school was probably haunted with all sorts of energy, it was like 200 years old. At the school one night I slept in someone's room who was into magick and I started seeing white shapes everywhere flying around me. Then one swooped down on me. The next two days later I got really sick and then they labelled me mentally ill. I think it was an awakening to my energy sickness, to my psychic ability to feel everything. Now it's been shut off for so long I don't know if I can do it anymore. Should I get off these medications and just find a donor and learn to feed? I think I will do this.
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Post by crypticdarkness09 on Jan 31, 2010 16:10:48 GMT -5
I understand that some meidcations may inhibiting blocking but it takes time to get around these. how long have you been taking these?
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Post by bomb on Jan 31, 2010 19:45:48 GMT -5
So, Last summer I had a sort of awakening experience. I had a dream I was carrying a little infant in my arms, and I could feel so much love and life-force. Then I suddenly had the hunger to feed on energy, but I didn't know where from. I fed off people talking on the radio because I thought it might work. It did, I listened to a podcast of a christian preacher- and suddenly he got upset and started making fun of Christ. I knew this was because I was feeding on his energy remotely. He got angrier like he was expelling some demon...and it was coming from me. I just knew it. In some intricate way....we are all connected to this web of energy. So I'm trying to figure it all out. I think that I may not be Bipolar or whatever, I may just have awakened too much and not knew what to do with it. Which is kinda crazy. I started doing hypnosis and then went to school. The school was probably haunted with all sorts of energy, it was like 200 years old. At the school one night I slept in someone's room who was into magick and I started seeing white shapes everywhere flying around me. Then one swooped down on me. The next two days later I got really sick and then they labelled me mentally ill. I think it was an awakening to my energy sickness, to my psychic ability to feel everything. Now it's been shut off for so long I don't know if I can do it anymore. Should I get off these medications and just find a donor and learn to feed? I think I will do this. woah this is very confusing.... the part with the radio was this in a dream or not? and the part with the school, you stayed a night there? or is this a college type, in a dorm room setting?
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Post by memozaemo on Feb 6, 2010 10:24:30 GMT -5
Hey, I was meaning to ask you guys, How do you know if your a psi vampire or a blood feeding vampire? Also, if your a psi vampire how do you feed off of other living things?
And the answer to your question:
I myself, believe Im phsychic because I keep seeing my future in my dreams and it actually happens. I get a feeling before something happens. I dont know where I got this from because my mom had and still has schizophrenia (a ''disease'' where a person see's and hears things that arnt real) so they automatically give me these pills and call me crazy.
I know Im not crazy but I took the pills for a week and started feeling sick and lost my ability for about 2 weeks. I have my ability back and yes, I can see araus and sometimes the colour of them.
Dont believe doctors, trust in your instincts, doctors just want money. =)
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Post by bomb on Feb 7, 2010 19:55:40 GMT -5
well only you can tell if you are either, but if you dont feel energized after a feeding from blood, you might be psy or just neither.
psivamp.org tells how to feed as a psychic.
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Post by sphynxcatvp on Feb 27, 2010 9:44:54 GMT -5
NO! Because being bipolar can have some serious negative effects if you're off your meds, it's NEVER a good idea to just drop them and assume it's all due to not feeding. Vampirism does NOT mean you can ignore your health - your body will adapt to the medications, it'll just take some time. On the other hand, eliminating the garbage food and garbage drinks in your diet will help a lot - the less garbage and toxins for your body to filter out, the less work it has to do. Stop the sodas, stick to filtered water... read the ingredients labels of the food you eat, become a health food addict if you must, but honestly, if your prepared food has more than half a dozen ingredients, especially if they're all unpronounceable chemicals, why do you want to eat that anyway? Healthy body, healthy mind.
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