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Post by bomb on Nov 11, 2009 16:45:10 GMT -5
I AM f***ING BEING SERIOUS U DUMB ASS AND IM NOT A f***ING ROLE PLAY SO DONT U f***ING DARE INSULT ME! U WORTHLESS PEICE OF poop ... wow.... really, you know what ill just skip warning 2 and 3 and just ban you from the site completely. "Bet you kinda forgot i can do that didnt ya?"
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Post by moontear on Nov 13, 2009 12:29:11 GMT -5
actually, am not a fan of blood, i am if is in the movies, but in real life i cringe at the site of it. i also dont care for it when others try to take it from me. but as for energy, i a good at manipulating energy around me. whether its from other around me, or the elements. when strangers showed up and started explaining things 2 me, that this was not a witch trait, but vampiric, i did my own study. found a book on an old vampiric order. it was true. energy use is mainly vampiric. blood is a life giving energy, but energy its self is far greater to use. blood is also taste preferene only. drinking bloood does not make you a vampire. infact almst has nothing to do with it. however absorbing others energy does. you cannot live without it. boy was all of this a wake up call for me.
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Post by drake on Dec 16, 2009 1:20:31 GMT -5
Hi, I believe I might be going through an awakening but I'm still not sure about it I'm looking at the mundane explanations but none of them seem to be my solution. Lately I have been waking up at night thirsty and I would get up and drink water but that wouldn't take my thirst away, I tried juices,sodas,even beer but I always end up craving for something even after I'm completely full. One night I got up as always and this time I was just hungry I found a can of tuna and I tried to look for my can opener but it was nowhere to be seen and that's when I thought of opening the can with a knife I found one of my stepfather's knife(Very sharp that is only used for cutting through tough meat)I was going to grab it when suddenly I hear something fall outside the window and that startle me and cutting my hand in the process, nothing big but a lot of blood did came out. I tried cleaning my blood of the counter but suddenly I got that craving again and I couldn't stop myself from drinking some of my blood(most of it actually and I was disappointed when no more blood came out) after that I felt very excited and energetic spending all night out finding something to do(I ended up in nightclubs which is weird because I don't like them at all but they were noisy and full of energy). The next day I went to the doctor just to see if I was sick or have any illnes that made me want to drink blood but the doctor said that I was fine and I was as healthy as a bull lol. That's why I turned to this option, am I really going through an awakening or is it just my imagination? I tried asking to other people but they only told me that I was the devil because I wanted to drink blood and that I should punish myself for doing that or even thinking about it lol.
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Post by bomb on Dec 16, 2009 18:17:27 GMT -5
I tried asking to other people but they only told me that I was the devil because I wanted to drink blood and that I should punish myself for doing that or even thinking about it lol. Hmm quite an interesting story you have here, but with the questions you ask i am afraid only you have the answer. you are the only one who can tell if you are awakening or not. Try looking at sanguinarius's page on the left side bar and find out the facts for yourself.
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Post by drake on Dec 16, 2009 18:29:11 GMT -5
You know after I visited a few websites and finding more information I came to the conclusion that I'm in an awakening state and to be honest I'm happy to find this out even though it will be kind of difficult to deal with
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Post by bomb on Dec 18, 2009 1:11:25 GMT -5
it can be quite difficult.... i have been awakened for about a year now. dont worry, just keep your head up high and youll maek it through.
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Post by drake on Dec 20, 2009 23:26:24 GMT -5
I'll do what you say, I'll keep my head up high and do what I can. Thanks for the support by the way do you happen to know about a website,book,or place I can learn more about what I am?
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Post by bomb on Dec 21, 2009 11:58:41 GMT -5
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Post by sphynxcatvp on Dec 22, 2009 15:01:48 GMT -5
There's also the various [ support sections] on my site as well, and if you want to see Zilchy's Q&A videos, I've got them linked [ over here].
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Post by drake on Dec 23, 2009 7:36:55 GMT -5
wow thanks for all the information I appreciate it, very very useful.
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Post by bomb on Dec 23, 2009 14:09:48 GMT -5
no problem!
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Post by ErosRyder on Dec 23, 2009 19:36:03 GMT -5
I AM f***ING BEING SERIOUS U DUMB ASS AND IM NOT A f***ING ROLE PLAY SO DONT U f***ING DARE INSULT ME! U WORTHLESS PEICE OF poop Haha wow, this person got really defensive. very bad negative energy. its probably a lil kid that just discovered how to use naughty words. lol
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Post by bomb on Dec 23, 2009 20:03:45 GMT -5
ha, i had a laugh at him too, though the censor did block out most of his swears....
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Post by maliam on Jan 5, 2010 18:23:29 GMT -5
Hey guys and girls,
I am a 15 year old boy and I think i am going through an awakening, But I am not to sure, I am wondering is there something everyone goes through as a fact? or is it always different?
Anyways i am experiencing: Cold / shaking Not being able to wake up well anymore and i am very energetic at night now
I don't know exactly what a symptom (If there are any) would be.. but i am changing a lot and am kind of worried, like if i was a vampire what does that mean?
I am very confused and just need some general ideas, thanks for your time and help
~Maliam
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Post by bomb on Jan 5, 2010 23:58:04 GMT -5
as i see it, none of these symptoms really indicate awakening... jsut because your energetic at night doesnt mean your a vampire, one thing that could help me to understand it better, is if you have had an extreme dryness in your throat/mouth, and drinking excessive amounts of liquids has not helped. if you have had any sensitivty to bright lights/sunlight/ flourescence, any urges to reach out and attack people, increased hearing or senses of such nature, then that might indicate something closer to an awakening, but with these few symptoms, it would not suggest an awakening.
Feel free to ask any further questions about the subject or if you just want to talk about REAL vampires, message me or post on a discussion in the forum.
~bomb~
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