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Post by crypticdarkness09 on Mar 17, 2011 7:02:36 GMT -5
bomb, like your antsy on edge and everything seems to slow down and is too loud at once. very paranoid from what an old friend told who is a Sang.
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Post by bomb on Mar 17, 2011 15:53:40 GMT -5
hello Andrea long time as well.
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Post by grim on Jun 15, 2011 3:03:06 GMT -5
Hey I'm Zac, I'm 14 and I think I'm going through my awankening. I've been haveing horrible headaches and my throat is always dry feeling. My dad cut his hand when he was hammering a nail and I had a huge urge to drink the blood and I could smell it all the way through our house and I had to force myself to go away. I'm kinda freaked out so I'm holding you guys can help me out. Please anything at this point will help.
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Post by ladyraveonetta on Jul 2, 2011 13:53:24 GMT -5
i was wondering if its possible to not even know directly if you are a psi, by blood i am a sanguinarian, but my boyfriend, also a vamp, doesn't seem to realize that he may be a psi. any explanation?
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Post by jimjeff on Dec 25, 2011 6:09:42 GMT -5
Hello guys, my name is Jeffrey Tan and i'm 14 years old. To be honest, my born name is Pepe but i changed since i don't like how it sounds in my language. I'm a filipino/chinese kid. I never knew my dad but my mom keeps saying i look like him and act like him. I think i'm in awakening state because a lot of things happening. My teacher told me that i'm a fast learner and my friends told me i have quick reflex. (when playing dodgeball) Little how knew what my dad is, my mother told me that he died 6 months after i was born cause he has liver cancer. He only eats meat and rarely(or should i say never) ate any vegetables. I eat meat but rarely eat veggies. Everytime i look at the full moon, i get a headache for a few seconds and then i feel like there's a scratch on my whole entire body. Everytime I do something too much and fast, i get a recoil from the back of my body. It was a burning sensation then felt as if pins and needles, people pinching me in a back. It was so painful that I have to roll on the floor and try to scratch of the pain (my theory of removing the pain) it goes away when i'm relaxed. I have dark brown eyes but light brown eyes when light shone. Earlier I ate a turky and when I unconsciously ate the half cooked turky meat, it taste blood then my body pulsed and my teeth feels like there's a blood juice on my gums. Everytime there's a lunar eclipse, i often feel sleepy for no reason so i didn't got the chance to see the eclipse TT-TT I observe people and how they interact. I'm also a researcher guy who loves to research stuff that interest me like this one.
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Post by Sørexis on Jan 23, 2012 12:12:10 GMT -5
I am 14. I believe I'm going through my awakening. About a month ago I was hanging around the cemetary down the road from my dad's (I go there all the time) and it was around midnight...I heard a whisper and a sharp pain in my neck. My K9 teeth have grown a third of an inch longer and are razor sharp. I've had a huge craving for human blood..I can't find a donor either...autovampirism isn't an option either for various reasons...Advice?
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Post by symptomaticselena on Jan 23, 2012 20:15:28 GMT -5
I need help, I am unsure of what to do for blood. I'm not exactly capable of telling anyone about my situation and the only way I think is possible is that I take my own which I've heard about but it scares me. Would that be the best thing to do though? The place I'm stuck in it's kind of impossible to be like I need a donor because I dont want people to know, not yet anyways. The only other way would be force and I definitely don't want to stoop that low so any suggestions would be greatly appreciated.
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Post by annieletts on Feb 19, 2012 16:02:31 GMT -5
I don't know if I am going through an awakening. I love the taste of blood, and it scares me, like I'm some sort of weirdo. I have dreams that I feed off people or people come for me telling me they know I'm a vampire and I have to go with them. I have stomach aches and headaches a lot. Sometimes Tylonel or Advil helps, but other times it doesn't do poo. Then I feel like poo. Like one time, my friend was picking at her scab in KW (Kinetic Wellness, because it's MORE than PE) and blood came out. I had to make myself look away and get her to cover it up with a band-aid.
Am I a freak?
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Post by ashleypaige on Feb 21, 2012 23:48:57 GMT -5
Okay, but how does it happen? Like, how will you know? I am unsure if I am or have.?
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Post by mxk3000 on Mar 15, 2012 4:20:45 GMT -5
hello my name is caleb im 13 turning 14 and since the last full moon i havent bin able to sleep at night only at day, since i was young ive had pale skin and got sick when i was in the sun for too long. also since i was 5 i noticed people acted weird like they would loook sick and act weird when ever i was around them and soon later find out they have become ill but no one knows why. I lately bin having a dry mouth kinda like im craving something but nothing works (e.g. energy drinks, water, fruitdrinks, the hydralite water stuff that doctors prescribe nothing works) but 5 days ago i started to smell something sweet i dint know what it was until i saw that someone across the road had triped and scraped there knee then i saw it blood was coming out, then the next thing i know my mouth was drooling at the sight of it. I didnt know whats going on. I asked my mum if i could go to the doctor and i lied to her how i felt dizzy and felt like throwing up she took me to the doctor get my whole body checked (worrysome mum) and when i was there the doctor examined me and checked me he said to mum that i was in better shape than perfect health. over the next few days i recalled times in my life when people got sick around me i started to think deepley and then the next thing i knew i feel asleep it was around 5am when i feel asleep. then i had this dream i saw myself killing people ripping them open with my own hands sucking all the blood from there bodys then i was woken up by my bother he was in shcok of seeing me in this state while i was sleeping i was acctually screaming in my sleep. and later that day my brother and my mum told me they had nightmares of dieing that night i started to worry what was going on then i started to look up stuff on the web. soon after i started looking up stuff i found a website saying "get rid of your worrys and fears meditate" and so id did. when i meditated i felt energy flowing through me like i wasa god then i heard a scream. I rushed into my mums room she was having a dream but hat i saw next shook me like a was in a earthquake. i saw my mum she was in her room unconscious and i saw this horrible aura around her like it was black and purle and i saw here blood being drained from her body by this weird aura then i saw it turn to me it let leash this unholy scream and vanished. i woke my mum up and called a ambulance she was put into the hospital under intensive care and so my brother now takes care of me for the time being. I dont know whats going on. am i attracting spirits or soemthing am i aweking if i am what type of vampire am i am sang or am i psi. my hands are shacking as i type i hope im not going to die please help me.
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Post by himitaka on Mar 18, 2012 1:53:03 GMT -5
Hello, My name is Kyerstien and I'm 16 years old. I believe that I am "Awakening" since I was 13. My mom told me that as a child I would bite the inside of my lips to make myself bleed(Which I still do). Also with more recent events, when I was in the bank talking to my mom, this lady walked in, she seemed so drained of energy(the body becomes tired when in early stages of pregnancy) so I asked her if she was pregnant. Of course, she got offended and walked out. She came back 2 or 3 weeks later and told my mom that she was 2 months pregnant. And thats not the only time that a "Psychic" moment in me has happened. I checked other websites and they said that could be a sign of me Awakening(along with the "Migraines" I've had since I was 13), but the thing is I'm not sure if im a Sang or a Psi. Please help.
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Post by popinrock on Apr 7, 2014 2:49:43 GMT -5
Usually after a regular meal, that doesn't include blood, i may feel really full but I'm not satisfied. And when i smell blood, its like this "orgasmic" feeling surges through my body and my mouth starts to water and until i get some blood i feel like my stomach is empty, even if i eat a full big dinner it still doesn't feel right. And at night i want to be out and enjoying the darkness, not staying inside and doing nothing. I feel this urge to run around my neighborhood and do some crazy things that i never would have been able to do before. I get the same feeling every night. It always feels as though I just want to run free into the night and enjoy the freshness of the air. Ironically, Im usually afraid of the dark. I'm kind of happy to see that I'm not the only one.
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