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Post by crypticdarkness09 on Jan 6, 2010 1:01:36 GMT -5
how long has this been going on for? you may just be a night person and not a day person it's very common.
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Post by bomb on Jan 6, 2010 7:27:58 GMT -5
im very much a night person
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Post by maliam on Jan 6, 2010 17:00:24 GMT -5
Dryness in the throat i would say yes to, if its extreme, well i dont know what that would really be clarified as. I Am drinking excessive amounts of snapple right now, cause all else we have is soda, and its to cold and fizzy for me. I have never been a fan of the light, so i avoid it. But i am not sure if that has anything to do with this, as for light hurts my eyes, but always has since i was little (So i cant tell a difference) so i dont know about that.
Another thing is recently i have been flossing down my gums so i bleed cause it feels and tastes good.
I am not sure if this is because i am a odd kid or its a awakening or i dont know.
But if it was a awakening, and i am a vampire, well what does that mean? what exactly will become of me?
~Maliam
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Post by bomb on Jan 6, 2010 20:21:16 GMT -5
.... i, i dont know what to tell you. you ask the wrong questions, only you know if youre going through an awakening. if you want the facts sphynxcats site and sanguinarius call your name. left sidebar
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Post by dakota on Jan 7, 2010 1:19:50 GMT -5
Well, I really need help, I do not know if I'll be waking up or not, I'm 16 and I'll be 17 in less than a month, well .. I think this because: I'm always thirsty, is not satisfied with anything, I have tested with water, juices and drinks, but the feeling of dryness in my mouth and throat are, I can not stay long in the sun because I burn, and if not I get headaches or eye, by day I feel no energy, so I'm awake until dawn, but I try to sleep before me is almost impossible, I felt strange lately ... it's as if my senses had been sharpened, just the smell and hearing every little noise I hear in my house, and odors are annoying, as I perceive more intensely, well, the blood ... I have not been crossed his mind to try it, well only in meats, but cooked with it I must admit I feel a little better, but only a little, even today something strange happened to me, I began to feel euphoric and good .. . was playing with a Nicolet and broke it in half, even though I do not usually have such strength, it also makes me weird because I know, nobody in my family is a vampire, unless someone is hiding, if it were true I'm waking up, would be a night-timer, as far as I know my parents are human, though my father seems to be a psi vampire (although not realize that steals energy, it does), in order ... I need help, do not pretend to tell me if I'm waking up or not, just to get some or tell me if maybe I could be that, or I'm going crazy.
thanks
PD: Sorry for the bad english, but, I speak spanish and the google translate isn't very good...
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Post by bomb on Jan 7, 2010 6:58:26 GMT -5
ahh it seems we have our first member that doesnt speak the site language... interesting... To answer youre questions, you may or may not have insomnia, like me, you could get that checked out by a doctor. youre not going crazy, none of us are. Please, private message me and i will help you in complete detail. the link to do that is on my profile. awakening-vamp.proboards.com/index.cgi?action=viewprofile&user=bomb P.S. youre english isnt that bad, ive seen some people with worse grammar. P.S.S can you read or speak any english?
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Post by sphynxcatvp on Jan 11, 2010 7:06:24 GMT -5
I actually finished an article on [ understanding insomnia] recently. Sore throat in the morning can easily be explained by snoring. I do that a lot when I sleep on my back, and always have a sore throat in the morning. Sleep apnea can account for the snoring as well. General continual thirst (beyond waking up with a sore/dry throat), you should have your blood sugar levels tested to be sure you don't have diabetes. That's not something you want to ignore - untreated and unmanaged, diabetes can lead to things like blindness. (And also, since I've experienced it...daytime headaches can be aggravated by food sensitivity issues if they cause inflammation, also bad glasses prescriptions, flickering light bulbs and monitors, etc.) And extra strength at 16-17? Might want to [ read Sarasvati's article too] (Sarasvati has actually been through medical school.)
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Post by bomb on Jan 11, 2010 15:57:58 GMT -5
I know i dont snore, my friends have told me many times that i dont and i know for sure that i dont have diabetes... otherwise my last blood test like 2 months would have been flagged down. i have astigmatism in my.... right eye? but other than that my vision is perfect.
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Post by octarinevalur on Jan 13, 2010 10:52:00 GMT -5
Hi there,
I know I'm way past puberty and in my 30's, but please don't dismiss me as a crank. I am just trying to find some answers about who and what I am.
I have always considered myself to have some psychic ability, I pick up emotions and thoughts from people, even strangers. I sometimes sense things just before they happen. When I was about 12 I started to bite the inside of my cheeks and lips, it became a compulsion, something I still struggle with to this day. It's the taste of the blood and the almost comforting feeling I get from it. The thought of actually drinking blood always put me off but I used to eat bits of raw meat sometimes for the taste also - but got grossed out by it and stopped. I tried stopping the habit of biting myself through most of my life, but often find myself missing it. I am and always have been anemic.
I am in no way depressed, nor would I consider myself "gothic" or "emo", though I went through what I thought "normal" for a teenager. I am certainly not anti-social, although I have always been introverted and had to force myself to be more social and many people I interact with don't realize.
I know this sounds weird and believe me, this is probably the very last thing that occurred to me. When I was in my teens and early 20's I used to stay up through the night and sleep days, except when school was on, or I was working. Even these days I find I work better at night. My eyes have always been light sensitive, I wear sunglasses even on cloudy days, and I have always got sun-burned easily and quickly. I am sensitive to almost every medication there is. I am not physically weak, even for a female. I read on several of these sites that these are indicators, which prompted me to do some checking.
I have always felt that I can draw energy from other places which in my private meditations I describe as "the universe" - and from being near people or from physical contact, but for the life of me, I never ever connected it to vampirism before!
I always thought of vampires as the schlock-horror stereotype. Is it possible that I have been so isolated where I live that I never knew what I was? Am I on the right track? Have I got it wrong?
Advice and thoughts, please.
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Post by bomb on Jan 13, 2010 21:20:18 GMT -5
well, no we are not from the movies... lol where are you that is so isolated?
many people, or vampires never even awaken because they are un-sufficiently informed, therefore they never even find out about it and can never actually truly accept it.
if you have read through the sites, then you should hae the general knowledge needed for your decision. ask yourself this.
should i accept the fact, or deny it and keep on being what i am. if the fact of drinking blood has you squirming in your seat, you mentioned something about some psychic powers, try psivamp.org to look for feeding techniques to see if it helps.
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Post by chorvus on Jan 20, 2010 13:49:03 GMT -5
Hello, I'm new here so nice to meet you. I'm 15-16 and lately my throat feels dry and drinking a lot of liquids doesn't really help.For example I continue feeling thirsty after I drink water but I just can't drink more water. I don't really know how to explain it to you....and sometimes I don't only feel thirsty but hungry too...but from what I've read that's probably just me. I have Photosensitivity but since two-three months ago it's become worse...my eyes hurt really bad in the sun and it feels weird.Moreover I feel like I haven't eaten or drunk anything or like more like I've eaten more than enough but it wasn't what I needed to satisfy my hunger or my thirst. I continue feeling like I'm all alone even when there are a lot of people near me and I feel like I've forgotten something really important and it's realy bad. I used to have a lot of headaches and although I don't have as many as I used to when I get one it hurts terribly and it feels like I'm just about to remember things and I feel sad but powerful at the same time when this happens. In addition I can sometimes feel something changing and I'm always tired and I feel drained of my energy ( altough I 'm not really sure whether this has anything to do with awakening) It's really weird.Have I gone insane? Could you help me? My grand mother and my aunt are traditional witches and I've been learning the old ways for quite some time so I've seen a lot of weird things ; but this is just too weird for me too handle! I'm sorry if my English is bad,it's not my native language.
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Post by bomb on Jan 20, 2010 15:14:55 GMT -5
youre english is not that bad, but may i ask the native language?
is your family Wiccan? if so please tell me more about it.
as for the awakening it sounds like pretty typical symptoms, have you been having trouble sleeping at night? how about on a full moon. some people believe that a full moon can incorporate energy into the body of a psychic/sanguinarian vampire, or just people in general.
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Post by minazuke on Jan 21, 2010 3:29:03 GMT -5
im 14. ive been having really strange dreams recently about sucking my cousins blood. i remember the taste in my mouth, it was really sweet. almost too sweet. its like when you take in a deep breath when you wake up, and you get that nice taste in your mouth... i also remember the feeling of my teeth sinking into his neck. whenever i get in fights with my parents, i always have the urge to just lunge at their necks. having arguments seems to give me energy.. i can never sleep at night.. i usually wake up in the afternoon. the sun doesnt affect me yet, but it feels like it drains my energy. when i was 13, i had a crush on a boy, it wasnt anything serious, just a childish thing. but now it feels like im in love with him, like i cant live without him. it feels as if all my emotions are getting stronger..or something. my cousin is going through the same things as i am. the weird thing is, sometimes we share dreams. like we were both in a dream together... i dont really have any throat burning cravings for blood, but ive been having visions of it going down my throat...
am i crazy? or am i starting to awaken?
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Post by bomb on Jan 21, 2010 6:28:21 GMT -5
from what it sounds like from whjat youve told me, i dont think its a sanguinarian awakening but maybe more of a psychic awakening. the reason why im saying this is because it sounds more phony the way you say "im going to lunge at their necks." maybe in a dream this would be more acceptable, but other than that it just sounds fake.
however what was intriguing was the dream sharing, so you may have some astral powers.
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Post by chorvus on Jan 21, 2010 8:51:42 GMT -5
My native language is Greek .
Not all the members of my family are wiccans.Most of my mother's family members are Christians but they also practise magic. The only people in my family who don't practise magic are my mother ( she used to but not anymore) and my sister beause she doesn't really care about it and she says she finds it too weird and fake although I believe she is actually afraid because she never comes to my grand mother's place and she never comes with us when we go on trips to my grand mother's village ( Most of the habitants descend from Smyrna which is a quite well known for its witches in Greece . In her village you can mediate or collect herbs in the middle of the road and the people not only won't think you are weird but they'll come to help you. If you ever come to Greece and you are interested in magic you should visit it ).She was brought up by my mother while I was brought up by my grand mother and my aunt so this may be why.I have more wiccan relatives by my father's side .Magic is " a family tradition " to us so although I'm still under training there are some things I know.If you want to know anything about wiccans or want any help with magic just ask : )
I hadn't given much thought to full moon ( I know it's a big mistake) so I guess I'll wait for the full moon and then tell you about it.
Can you tell me exactly what awakening is like? Can I stop it or make it faster? What will it be like when it ends and how much time will it take ?
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