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Post by bomb on Mar 20, 2010 16:42:31 GMT -5
My name is Jessica, I've been going through the process of Awakening for about a year now. I see a lot of people on here asking if they are going through an awakening because of such and such physical change. I found that the most obvious hallmark of my experience was the way that my peception and perspective was altered over the past year. How about the mental aspects of awakening? Did anyone experience a change in mindset? I have undergone a transformation of my awareness and understanding of he world around me. And to be honest, it has still been a year and I can not say with 100% certainty that I am a vampire. I think it is important for anyone who is undergoing an awakening, to really and truelly understand what a vampire is. Really read up on it. Its tempting to ask other people if you are awakening or if you are a vampire, but the only advice that can really be given is about what the experience was like for each individual. Its about what all these things that are happening and changing withing you mean to YOU. Yes its photosensitivity, and being awake at night and all of that. But those types of things don't immediately inspire me to think of my vampirism. Like I said, I've been going through this for over a year and I still don't have a definitive answer. Awakening gave me a 'bigger picture' perspective. I understand how trivial and hateful things like money and power are. I look at things in terms of lifetimes, and although I have a difficult time working with it, I have developed and understanding and awareness of energy and its effect on me and the world around. My question for this board on my first post, is What, if any, are some of the mental or psychological changes you underwent during awakening? You hit it right on the head. No-one can be 100% certain, ever, if they are for sure a vampire or not. Now, your questions is kind of difficult to answer. some peopole ive seen on here(trust me over the past year, i've seen very many) claim they are vampires, psychic and sanguine, just for the glamour, or just to fake. These people left after the first couple weeks. some of them claim to be able to lift extraordinary weights, or run at hyper fast speeds. These people were banned. For me? ive been awakened for 2 years now, been helping on this site for 1 year, on another 6 months. That leaves 6 months that i didnt know what was happening. in these 6 months... I gained a better perception of the world, i felt... different, i became depressed, I seeked people, information, resources. I see through lies, and create fronts to decieve my true nature. i learn from people faster, my memory became sharper, allowing me to remember things from very young ages. i started to become able to read peoples movements better, allowing me to react faster in competitions and sports. i had a higher sense of power than the average person. I felt.... alive. ~bomb~
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Post by lovelyxeveningrose on May 17, 2010 20:18:43 GMT -5
[glow=red,2,300]I know I'm just 13 and that people who are older teens get their awakenings, but I have been experiencing these strange things since I was 10. Like how I am extremely pale and usualy dont enjoy the heat of the sun. And on my recent trip to a three day overnight camp for school and during the night on the first day there I outran one of the schools own track members(by a long distance), and I'm not usualy fast. And today I had a senation, almost a vision, someone was going to make a loud bang during class and in the middle of class it happened. I'm a little frightened but facinated at the same time at the fact it might be signs of an awakening But again I need to confirm it... Please help me out... I also have had other weird experiences but that would be to much work to type it all down XD[/glow]
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Post by crypticdarkness09 on May 17, 2010 23:21:38 GMT -5
hm it's possible or just that your growing up.
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Post by lovelyxeveningrose on May 18, 2010 15:04:59 GMT -5
I realy dont think that, though you may be right... Its just I've already fully physicaly matured in that kind of way, and... it wouldnt make sense... but ya I might be just growing up... thnx
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Post by crypticdarkness09 on May 18, 2010 16:18:39 GMT -5
your welcome.
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Post by jakben on Mar 12, 2011 19:59:12 GMT -5
My name is Derek. I'm 16 years old and have recently been noticing that i am changing both physically and mentally. I am getting stronger, faster, more agile, i am finding that i have incomparable reflexes. I am also having sudden out lashes of anger and i have no reason why. I thought i would look into vampires because a friends of mine mentioned some things to me that made sense. I have researched it and am finding that pretty much everything on the list of signs of awakening, as far as Sang goes, matches with what is going on with me. Also today i felt really drained and had no energy, i got plenty of sleep last night but i felt like i had no strength. Today i decided to drink some blood, i called my friend and she agreed to let me have some of hers. After i drank it i felt so energetic that couldn't sit still for more than five minutes at a time. I am pretty sure i am awakening but i want to hear it from someone else as well. All input is greatly appreciated. Thanks!
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Post by bomb on Mar 12, 2011 20:20:55 GMT -5
Hello springheel derek, can you tell me more about yourself? yea i play a lot of elder scrolls lol
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Post by jakben on Mar 13, 2011 23:09:02 GMT -5
I was hoping someone would catch that. What type of info would you like to know? I would start writing but it would probably end up being way more than you would like to know, lol.
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Post by bomb on Mar 14, 2011 12:23:22 GMT -5
how long have your symptoms been persisting? increased reflexes and agility arent exactly related to vampirism btw
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Post by jakben on Mar 14, 2011 18:11:14 GMT -5
They started around the time of my birthday, Jan. 12th. Slowly my senses became more fine tuned, as well as my strength. I don't work out very often so that was the first thing i noticed. Then i started to notice that i was outrunning my friends who are older than me. My natural night vision is also becoming stronger. I am able to see things that i wouldn't have been able to a few months ago i.e. finding objects in a dark shed at 10:30 at night. It is starting to weird my grandparents out a little. They too are noticing the changes in me. They took me to the doctor to see if everything was OK with me and I checked out fine except for rapid muscle development. He sent us to an optometrist to check out my eyes( i have BESTS macular degeneration, it runs in the family, but I'm not legally blind.) and she said that the scarring on my retina was going away and that my prescription has changed so drastically i really don't need to wear glasses anymore. And now I'm rambling, so i will just let you ask the questions and ill answer as best I can.
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Post by jakben on Mar 14, 2011 18:12:57 GMT -5
Oh sorry its BESTS Macular Dystrophy. my bad.
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Post by bomb on Mar 14, 2011 21:30:54 GMT -5
Thats interesting, ive never heard of someone reversing a disease like that
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Post by jakben on Mar 14, 2011 22:55:49 GMT -5
Really? Thats crazy. Are there any other things i should also be looking for that are be more subtle that i may not be noticing?
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Post by bomb on Mar 15, 2011 6:25:51 GMT -5
what do your cravings feel like?
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Post by jakben on Mar 16, 2011 15:28:01 GMT -5
Usually after a regular meal, that doesn't include blood, i may feel really full but I'm not satisfied. And when i smell blood, its like this "orgasmic" feeling surges through my body and my mouth starts to water and until i get some blood i feel like my stomach is empty, even if i eat a full big dinner it still doesn't feel right. And at night i want to be out and enjoying the darkness, not staying inside and doing nothing. I feel this urge to run around my neighborhood and do some crazy things that i never would have been able to do before.
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